Xavier who is 17 yrs old and hates being at this adoption place because he has been here since he was about 3 yrs old.
Xavier wishes to get adopted but he doesn't see that happening anytime soon.
What happens when one couple decides to adopted him.
So thoughts have been going through my mind about little things like new things I wanna try with Joon but I keep them to myself because I don't want to push him away and think I am a freak for liking these things. Its life I know but I just can't let him know at the moment because I don't know how he will feel about it. So later that day as the boys were performing I was at the side of the stage watching them which made me smile because they have such energy, the next three days they have off so we are driving to a hotel and staying there for the three days which will be fin because maybe I can catch up with my sleeping because I haven't been sleeping well but Joon doesn't know that though which is good because I don't want him to worry about me because he already has enough to worry about.
So later that night we were all in the hotel we all had a roommate, it was me and joon, Tae and Kookie, J-hope and Suga, and Jin got a room to himself because he didn't want to share with anyone. So as everyone was getting settled in their rooms as well as me an Joon well he was already asleep so I stayed up a bit later just looking through my phone thinking to myself about certain thoughts, I eventually went to sleep.
Later during the night I jolted awake with a small whimper leaving my mouth knowing that I have regressed and I am pretty sure my age was ranging between 2-5 but I;m pretty sure I was 2 at the time, I removed my blankets and waddled over to Joon's bed and shook a bit and reached out my hand and shook him and mumbled "D-daddy" but he didn't wake up so I tried again "D-daddy wake up" he moved a bit and rolled over looking at me. Joon stared at me unsure what to say. So I just climbed into the bed and curled up to him, he laid back down unsure what to do still so he just went back to sleep holding me close.
~In the morning~
I jolted awake realizing what happened last night and I looked around the room realizing Namjoon wasn't in the room which was a good sign, so I got dressed in a simple cute outfit that I haven't worn in a while.
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I put my outfit on and left the room with my phone and one of the room keys cause I noticed the other one is gone so I am guessing Joon took the other one, so when I opened the door I saw Namjoon standing there and he looked at me but I just pushed passed him and ran off because I couldn't face myself with him at the moment, I heard my name being called by him and a few others but I ignored them and kept going. I wasn't totally sure where I was going to go but as I slowed down I came upon a small trail, I walked down the little trail and came upon a small pond and I sat on the little dock that was there and stared out in the distance.
As I was sitting there it felt like I was there for hours and I knew I should get back so I got up and headed back to the small hotel we were staying at, I was walking up to the room and I knew it was going to come up and I had to face it sooner or later. I used the room key and walked inside the room and Joon was right there on the bed looking at me.
