Adopted By Yoonmin

Beginning Tour

Xavier's Pov: 

So far tour is going well I love touring with them even though I would have found a way to entertain myself for 6 months, I get to spend all the time with my boyfriend and others. I am not sure where all the locations for tour are yet  since I'm not all caught up with it but its fine I will figure it out eventually if I choose to or I will ask Joon, but I just want to try and go back to sleep since it is currently 4 in the morning and I am sitting on the couch on the lounge on the bus because to many thoughts are running through my head and so much hate on social media its hard. Sometimes the hate gets to me but I don't let the others see because I don't want them to worry especially Joon, because making him worry isn't something I would want to do ever because I fear he would leave for ruining things, but my thoughts were interrupted by the voice of my own boyfriend which made me turn around to face him which I then looked away because I then realized I had tears going down my face and I didn't want him to see me crying. 

 Joon sat down behind me since I was sitting sideways and he wrapped an arm around my waist and he pulled me onto his lap but I didn't look at him just yet because I wasn't sure if I wanted to look at him just yet until he brought me out of my thoughts again an spoke "Baby look at me please." I then slowly turned around but kept my head down, he lifted my head up with his finger and I looked at him with tears in my eyes and going down my face. Joon used his thumbs to dry away some of the tears that have already fallen and asked "Baby, whats wrong?" I just shook my head and whispered "It's nothing Joonie" he shook his head and spoke with a deeper voice "Xavier tell me what's going on now, this isn't like you" I got up off his lap and took a deep breathe "Just look at my phone, you will see everything" he picked my phone up off the couch since I had brought it out with me, he then looked through my social media I had and read through every hate comment that was on there. I just stared at the floor staying quiet while I let Joon look through everything of mine, I felt arms wrap around my waist then a small whisper in my ear "Baby don't listen to them, they are just jealous" I turn around to look at him and nodded slowly kinda believing him but not saying the total truth to him. 

 This is going to be a long tour knowing all this hate will continue and if Joon wants to show me off on stage everything will get worse because there will be anti-fans there just to hate me even if I wasn't around to be seen by them. Either way this tour will be hell for me no matter what happens to me.