Whispers | yoonmin.

i'll still love you.

"I saw you come out of hiding today. You were cooped up in your room the past few days and we were getting concerned. You told us that you just needed time to process everything by yourself. You said that you felt like your life went on pause when you were admitted and that you just needed time to gather your energy and courage to continue living again. We were worried but we decided to trust you and give you space. It was so hard for me Minnie, I just wanted to be by your side the whole time and tell you how proud I was of you for overcoming all that you did. I just wanted to cook your favourite foods for you and feed you when it gets too hard. I wanted to see your cute little nose scrunch when you taste something you like and hear your adorable giggles when I show you what favourite dish I cooked that day. I wanted to tuck you into bed just like how I do every night; to know that you're safe. I just wanted to do all the little things that make you smile. Maybe one day.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

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"I saw you go out with tae and kookie today. I'm glad you're finally leaving the house and spending some time with the members; they've missed you. Not as much as I have, but close. Although, I wished I was the one bringing you out for the first time since you came back. And as much as I want to, I can't complain. I know tae and kookie will look after you; and that you'll have more fun with them anyway. I just wanted to bring you to this new cat café that opened up. You'll love it Minnie, you can play with the cats all day and even feed them. You can fall in love with the cats and I can fall deeper in love with your beautiful smile and kind heart. It'll be the perfect day. Maybe one day.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

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"I saw you ask jin-hyung for second servings at dinner today. I could tell that everyone was shocked, but the good kind. We wanted to praise you, but we held back because we didn't want to overwhelm you. I just hope you know how proud we all are. It may seem like something small and insignificant, but to us, it's everything. To me, it's the start of your healing and I couldn't be happier. I'm trying not to get ahead of myself, but I can't wait for the day you ask me to bring you out for our weekly suppers again. Maybe one day.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

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"I saw how your face lit up when you were told you could dance again. I know you've hated not being able to dance the past few months. You've had to just to sit there and watch us practice; or rather watch me screw up. And even though hobi would scold me every time I messed up, I didn't mind because it made you laugh. And God do I love to hear you laugh. I might as well just confess now that it might be my favourite sound in the universe. Maybe I'll have the balls to tell this to you when you're actually awake. Maybe one day.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

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"I see you getting better as the days go by and god, you have no idea how happy that makes me. I'm so thankful that we are getting back pieces of you. I've missed them so much. I'm sorry we didn't doing anything much today; we were tired and just wanted to laze around before comeback season approached. It was nice though, to just spend time with one another and have heart to heart conversations. It made me think back to why I joined Bangtan; to why I fell in love with you. But mostly, it made me think back to all the time and effort I've spent on you. I sat there and wondered just how one person could give up so much and try so hard for someone else. But Minnie, when the sounds of your laughter filled the room, I knew why.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

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"I can't believe I'm carrying you to bed again, even after all these years. Sometimes I wonder if you do it on purpose. Not that I'm complaining of course. And why would I? It's my favourite part of the day. I can tell you all the things I have been holding in, without the fear of you rejecting me because well, you can't hear me.

Sometimes, I just wish I had the courage. I want to give you all the love in the world and make you the happiest you could ever be. I love you so much Minnie, but I'm beyond terrified. I'm scared you won't feel the same and I would lose you. But even more so, I'm afraid that I don't have what it takes to make you happy. And you deserve nothing less.

Please give me time; I'll be brave one day.

Goodnight Minnie, sweet dreams."

Jimin smiled knowingly; awaiting the day he could let his hyung know just how much he loves him too.