shy wolf [rosekook]

39. 50 shades

A/N - just put your seatbelt on for the unknown.

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"It's like, my mind had no control. But, I didn't mind. It's like, a decision was made for me. What scared me the most was that I was so honest. I've never been that honest about my feelings. And especially to chae? I'm surprised I didn't shit my pants. " Jungkook and Jimin were in a room together, having a conversation.

He had to talk about his confused feelings to someone.

"Do tell me more." Jimin urged, quite hooked at Jungkook's words.

"There's something off you know? Like, I feel like I'm missing something. It's hard to explain. Do you get that feeling, when some connection is broken ? Like, if you meet a friend, you know you have that instant connection right?"
"I can totally relate. I found that instant connection, when me and Jennie formed that bond. That electric feeling felt so surreal."

"Right", Jungkook couldn't relate but agreed anyway. "And it's pretty crazy, but I felt some connection towards her, but it wasn't intense."

"So the connection sucked? Like poor McDonald's wifi?"

Jungkook rolled his eyes at jimin's comparison, "'maybe it was more of a lustful feeling. The weak connect felt right but...not. I had more of A strong urge to have sex. It just doesn't make sense? I don't know her well enough. It's hard to say, but the connection felt broken? Almost like a flickering light."

"I honestly don't understand what feeling that might be. Are you confusing it with your disappointment in the sex?" Jimin was just so eager about the sex portion. It made Jungkook uncomfortable.

"No, the sex was amazing!" Jungkook blushed at his own words, "I just...never mind. I think I'm overthinking all this." This wasn't the first time Jungkook had over thought things.

"Maybe you are. Maybe you aren't. How's Chaeyoung?"

"I don't know. She seemed so pissed and she just left."