Training My Heart (Natsu x Reader) [ON HOLD]

Too close?

I watch as Natsu drives home and can't help but smile, he's the first person to care about me so much. I can't and won't let him go no matter what, I want and need to be with him.

I shake my head slightly and get out of my car and head inside my house, I head directly to my bathroom and take a shower. While I'm in there I think about today and smile, I never thought I'd have someone that actually loves me. It's to soon still but it's obviously there and it's blooming beautifully.

I'm snapped out of my thoughts by my phone ringing. I sigh and rinse myself then turn off the shower and get out. I look and see it was Natsu calling me so I call him back.

"Y/N! Your ok?!" Natsu shouts in panic

"Yes Natsu I'm fine, I was in the shower. Relax." I giggle and he sighs heavily

"Don't scare me like that! Can I come in? I'm at your front door." He asks while trying to calm down

"Yeah hold on, I'll slip my robe on really quick. I'll be there in a second." I tell him and hang up. I slip on my bath robe and exit the bathroom. I go to the front door and open it for a very worried looking Natsu. "Come on." I say softly and he looks at me and blushes.

"Sorry, it's just that I saw your face when you were in your car earlier and you looked so out of it. I got scared. What was wrong anyways?" He asks while walking in the house.

"Honestly?" I ask and he nods "Don't get upset, but I was thinking about what you said and a large part of my brain said you really care about me and love me but a little bit of doubt crept in and was saying you just want to use me because you think I'll be easy and just want to be loved. That doubt is saying that you just want to have sex then leave. That's why I was still sitting there. I was fighting with myself. Then I saw the concern on your face and hear it in your voice and I knew you didn't want to just use me, that's why I was wiping my eyes. No ones ever cared so much about me." I tell him and start fighting back tears. He wraps his arms around me and holds me closely and lovingly.

"Y/N, I couldn't and wouldn't just use you like that. I really care about you a lot, I won't say I love yet because it's too soon but it's there and it's growing." He says softly and kisses the top of my head

"I can tell it is because it's the same with me, I always have doubts about everything. It's just how I am, I hope for the best but prepare for the worst."

"That's a good thing to do, that way you are ready for anything."

"Exactly."

"Go get dressed ok? I'll go raid your kitchen to see what we can cook for dinner." He says softly and smiles

"Yes boss." I smile and salute him making him chuckle at me. I go and get dressed and feel so much better, I noticed the clothes I put on are a little bit looser which made me smile. "Natsu. Guess what." I say as I walk into the kitchen. "Look, my clothes are starting to get loose. Not much but still!" I say excitedly and show him how my clothes are loose

"That's good! I knew you could do it Y/N and you are!" He shouts happily and hugs me tightly making me giggle, when he pulls away from the hug he kisses me passionately. I instantly melt in his arms making him smile and hold me up. "Stop melting every time I kiss you." He chuckles and stands me up

"Guess I'm like chocolate, I melt in your hands." I giggle

"Well maybe I should only kiss you in the bed then so I can keep kissing you." He smirks and winks at me making me blush heavily. "It's fun to make you blush, now I know why you like to make me blush." He chuckles and starts cooking chicken stir fry.

I decide to mess with him and walk up behind up, I stand on my tip toes and wrap my arms around his waist and gently and lovingly kiss his neck. He instantly starts to melt but quickly gathers himself and turns around.