Training My Heart (Natsu x Reader) [ON HOLD]

Valentine

It's now Valentine's Day and I'm so excited to be spending it with Natsu. My previous Valentine's Days were basically non existent or just lame because the guy didn't want to be with me. This year I'm excited for since I know Natsu loves me so much and I love him more than anything.

I hate the fact that we both have work still but it's to be expected, we both do need to make a living. Since my job is home based I'm ok but I'm worried Natsu might get a lot of love confessions at work and that would make me extremely jealous and self conscious.

My alarm goes off and I turn it off quickly and go back to cuddling Natsu who gladly wraps me up in his arms and holds me close. I sigh happily and nuzzle him for a bit before I decide to get up.

"What's on your mind Y/N?" Natsu asks as we get out of bed

"It's Valentine's Day and I can't help but feel like you're going to get swamped with love confessions and...well I'd be jealous of all the girls all over you."

"I'd feel the same if you got love confessions." Natsu says with a bit of amusement

"Yeah but I won't. I work at home and plus no one likes me like that. You on the other hand..."

"Y/N I don't care who confesses to me today, at the end of the day I'll still be yours and you know that." He says sincerely as he walks over and stands in front of me. "No one could replace you, I assure you of that. You're all I've wanted and all I could ever need."

"Natsu, you're so sweet. I don't deserve you." I say sadly and hang my head.

"You deserve the world." He speaks in a reassuring tone and puts his fingers under my chin and lifts my head up. "Look at me." He says firmly and looks into my watery eyes. "You don't feel worthy of love but you are, more worthy than any girl I've met. You have low self confidence only because of how you look but I can tell you honestly that looks don't matter. You are beautiful and you always will be and you'll always be mine and I'll always be yours."

His words hit my heart hard, I started crying and hugged him tightly while burying myself in his chest. He just held me and gently stroked my hair while I cried tears of happiness for the first time ever.

"You ok?" He asks softly, I nod my head yes and look at him. "Come on Y/N lets get ready for the day."

"Right." I sniffle and look at the time. "It's already 7:30?!"

"Yeah. We missed our run but it's ok, one day won't hurt."

"Natsu I'm sorry my emotions got the best of me."

"It's ok. It's understandable and relatable. Remember I've had a bad past with relationships as well, only difference is I buried myself in working out more." He says nervously and rubs the back of his head. "My past girlfriend's would just use me and lose me. What I thought was love ended up in heartache. I can't tell you how many times I saw my valentines gifts in the trash." He explains with pain in his voice.

"Oh Natsu that's terrible!" I shout and hug him tightly. "I would never do that to you."

"I know. I know you'll cherish whatever I give you." He says softly and hugs me. "Now we really need to get ready. I have to be at work but I'll still see you at 5 and I'll be here after work."

"Ok Natsu."

He heads off to get dressed while I just stay in my pajamas, he returns a minute later dressed and ready to go. He hugs me and kisses me goodbye then leaves. I sigh heavily as I watch him leave but I know he has to go. I was about to go start working when I realized I didn't buy him anything! I don't doubt he will have something for me so I'm going to get something for him.