I walked to dance class today. My parents were fighting again, they wouldn't drive me. They argue about the smallest things, buying certain groceries, talking to friends too long. I feel like they sometimes fight because of me, how to raise me, when to do this, why they let me do that. I like dance not only because I want to famous for singing, acting, or dancing, but it helps me escape and I just lose myself. That's why my teacher tells me after class that I'm the best, the most devoted. It's because I have all this emotion and energy ... what else am I supposed to do?!?!
I finally got there, we stretched then got into position. Today I had lyrical. Ms. Kelly (our teacher) played the music, "stay with me". I feel like this explains my parents' relationship perfectly. I just hope they don't split. I don't see the fire, the burning passionate love anymore. I know they are only staying for me which gives me so much pressure. Thinking about all of this I kept going improving past the place we left off everyone was watching and clapping and I didn't know. The song was over and I snapped out of it. I wasn't like the person everyone envied and hated for this stuff they loved me for it because they know about my struggles. They're my best friends and only friends. I dropped out of school a while ago. That's why I'm so good, I spend all my extra time singing dancing or acting. And I have a lot of extra time.
I was given a key to use the studio when they're weren't classes. It was scary all by myself at first but then after dancing I forgot yet thought about all my troubles. I always felt relieved, so I danced everyday.
After class today Elizabeth, Jaimie, and Clara, were watching a video. Nagon, was it? No, ummm...... Magcon! that was it!
"Who is this?" I asked. They are obsessed with it.
"One kid named Hamilton called Nash" Clara replied I practically dropped my water bottle.
"Are you ok?" Asked elizabeth.
"You look like u saw a ghost!" Jaimie added.
No way, not Nash. It can't be I mean it can be but highly unlikely. I walked out last of course like always. Once again Ms. Kelly said
"Never loose that fire and emotion, You're amazing."
As soon as I was out of her sights I sprinted as fast as I could. it didn't help I just full-out danced....
Then I got dizzy, then almost collapsed, I shouldn't've wanted to hurry to ask Nash, now I'm gonna faint, I know it. All of a sudden I saw big blue familiar eyes without knowing it I saw them from they ground. then everything went black.
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Magcon Love <3
FanfictionA girl who knows the boys but not that they're famous is invited to join Magcon with her best friend, she begins to be unsure for her feelings with one boy, when she finally decides her feelings,she finds a bigger surprise with another boy.