i can't fall in love

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i can't fall in love
I can't give my soul
to just anyone,
or anyone at all

no, i can't fall in love
I can't give up my power
all of it, or even an ounce
to any one person

i can't fall in love
i can't give my heart
with all of it's pieces
to just one person
no.

because I run on
my soul
my power
my heart

and giving it
to someone else
is giving everything
everything of what i
own in this world,
all of what is mine

and i can't give anything
at all, i'm too scared
too scared of love
of wasting time
too far gone
i can't do it
love is bullshit

Written: 12/11/17
~i am incapable of braving my fears today

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