I was literally crying all the day at my work, whenever the employees are passing by, they would just avoid any eye contact and ignored me. I can't believe Jungkook would say such things when I'm already at my peek of confessing my love for him.
And I can't still believe that Jimin is still confined in the hospital after what he had done to himself.
"Jieun?"
I thought I heard Jungkook but to my dismay, it was just Yoongi, holding a box of cake on his hand while the other has some flowers on it.
"Can I come in?" he politely asked which surprised me because knowing him, his ego would be losing if he steps on my turf.
"W-Why are you here?"
"I came here to apologize, Jieun-ssi," he said quietly as he steps inside and placed what he brought on my table.
I don't know but why is he doing this right now?
"Jungkook told me everything, and Jimin did the same about what he did to you. I'm so sorry that you have to be in such mess just for my acknowledgement. I'm so sorry that you have to marry someone so you can reach your awaited dreams. I'm sorry for not loving you back. . ."
I was taken aback by the last words he just said and I remembered telling those to Jungkook. It only made me cry a lot causing him to panic and stood beside me as he hesitates to comfort me. But in the end, I was sobbing on his chest as I keep thinking about how Jungkook has been feeling everytime I think about Yoongi. How he felt when I'm doing these things just to be noticed by the man who's currently comforting me.
"Why. . now? W-Why now. . . Min Yoongi?" I sobbed, slightly punching his chest but he didn't flinch. He just held me there and let me cry like widowed wife.
"Because Jungkook won't be here to comfort you," he sighed.
***
Weeks had passed and everything have started to fix themselves. Jimin was already recovering, and I visited him last time to tell him that I already forgave him. He simply cried and apologize to me and asked for another chance for our friendship. Being the woman I am, I gave him the second chance but I know that it won't be the same anymore. He was suspended from his work for a while for him to unwind and fix himself before he return to the music industry.
Yoongi has been keeping himself busy about their sudden hiatus but lately, he's been there to be a companion whenever I feel sad or crying when I don't have anything important to do. We're doing fine as friends and composers after the issue for the past few weeks.
Everything seems to be fine around me but why do I still feel empty?
I've been staring at the wedding ring he had given me and it aches so bad everytime I realized that he has been hurting all this time because of my pride towards my career and feelings. I've been dense about what he felt.
Why am I still looking for someone to notice me and it's no longer Yoongi?
Why did he left so many spaces inside my heart?
Why, Jeon Jungkook?
