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C H A P T E R  2

P a r t  3

I think I'm going crazy. I mean- hello.. I could just hug him, ask for his signature, request a selca, and kiss him on the cheek, even threatening him to marry me, or request a one day date with him at this moment.

But, heck, I am not a psychopathic fan, yet there existed this dark side of me that had been struggling to get out for a quite long time now, and God, did it ached my heart to confine this inappropriate temptation. It disgusts me!

But, then again.. I won't do such embarrassing actions especially when we were exposed to the public- public?! I rounded eyes at the thought of it as an image of paparazzi holding onto his camera with a dominant determination to not going to miss out anything, snapping every single of our moves from the moment we first met up to this moment. It couldn't help, but to pop out in the back of my mind at its own accord.

So, in a hurry, I deflected his hands that grabbed on the blade of my shoulders with a look looking hella worried as fear took over my heart and mind while looking around for a moment.

I closed my eyes as I let out a relieved sighed briefly when there were no peculiar moves around the corner.

Damn to those paparazzi.

I really hope there were no paparazzi here with us as guilt flashed through the heart and mind for a second, interrupting fear from doing its job. I swear I would make everything right if one ever caught us.

Author's POV

Meanwhile, Namjoon knotted his eyebrows as he was mimicking Ami, except for the last part where she closed her eyes and sighed. The moment she opened her eyes, Namjoon already had his wonder eyes on her which makes her gulped as fluttered, yet sad once again conquered her heart, subconsciously locking their gazes together. She gulped again.

Goodbye, Kim Namjoon.

You quickly turned to your left, and started to run. Another tears escaped your eyes as ached struck you even more in the heart. But, what you didn't realise was that you were one lucky fan to had your precious idol concerned about you.

"If she knew this, she'll be squealing and smiling inwardly as a fangirl would do," Seokjin's smirked.

As you were running away, Namjoon felt a slight ached, knowing that the two of you would part ways. He sighed, watching your back figure with a sorrow stares.

Suddenly, he could felt a dominant feeling of desire lit up inside his heart. But, no matter how strong his feeling could get, he could never bring himself upon approaching you because of his entire physical structure were holding him back and so his feet didn't reach upon you. Instead, subconsciously, he did plant a hope for you to come back. Thud! Everything he had been thinking of had hit on his mental and physical wall.

He blinked, as he couldn't take his eyes off of your back figure as you were running.

Wait, what was I thinking?

Gulp.

I barely know her, and here I am... wishing for her to turn around and walk back to me?

He let out a derisive smirk at his ridiculous crave.

I must be abnormal.

He shook his head and sighed, staring at you. But then again, he did wish for you to come back.

Meanwhile, you were biting your bottom lip as you were hesitating.

There was one last urgent thing, or should I say.. there was one last question that makes you extremely disappointed and frustrated to the point you really need to ask it out loud to the God and you know there's no way you could do that. And so,  instead, what you're about to do next, making Namjoon to be bothered and perplexed even greater.

You stopped at your track and turned around quickly. Your feet were moving at its own accord, back to where he was standing while he was taken aback, looking straight into your eyes.

That was it.

You wish he could stare at you like this forever, but you knew it was impossible.

This is your last.

You closed your eyes, heaved out a sighed and ran a palm over your face for a second as you were mustering up as much courage as you could as hesitation were eating up your mind so you could not ask it.

But, in the end, as you predicted, you took the last spotlight as you stopped right in front of him, looking straight into his eyes with a trembling heart.

"Why did we meet now after everything that had happened?"

You did it!

You asked the utmost disappointing and frustrating question that had been feeding on your mind this whole time.

The cries never stopped though as you were crying even more than you already did. But, at least, you felt satisfied and your mind ease a bit as you were running away for the last time, and God, your question got incredibly stuck as it reserved a special place somewhere in his mind. He couldn't help, but to keep flashing back the memory of you when you asked it. And, to your surprise, it was pretty much enough to make him remember you and you lasted longer in his mind.

That was one thing for sure.

But, of course, you don't own a single knowledge regarding this.

Drowning in your broken world, you didn't realize of a company truck from food manufacturer was coming ahead of your right side, and when you were running towards the middle of the road, it ran over you as you got flung away in a second.

In urgency, some parts of your scalp were cut opened, pouring your blood out of you as it was dripping over your face almost immediately. Your heart beats were pumping weakly causing you to breathe weakly as you were lying on the cloudy rough roads.

Everything then were slowly disappear from your vision as you saw blurry surrounding as you couldn't hear anything any longer and that was when you closed your eyes as you slowly became unconscious, seeing pitched black.

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T E A S E R  O F  C H A P T E R  3

"Park Ami..

What kind of sorrowful name is that?"

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Second chapter updated hoho

Perhaps.. are you confused with a lot of povs, angels? Sorry Hehe. I can't help but to write it this way since this satisfied me (lol, weird) 😂

Btw, it would really mean so much for me if you guys could give me a feedback on this T^T Oh, and if you guys need me to write the meaning of any words that you might don't understand, I would gladly to write it in the author note. (this is awkward for real 😅)

Edited version as at 13/12/18