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Thirty five*

-6 years ago, Gramwood High-

Isobel P.O.V.

I felt this very weird feeling down there- if you know what I mean, when I woke up this morning. It was a little sore and tender, but mostly fine. Huh. So this is what it feels like to lose your virginity...

I wiggled in my position as the little spoon so that I could turn over to face Kade. I can't believe I did it last night, with him. Who would of thought, out of all the people on this planet, I'd give it up to Kade Whitley. But I didn't regret it at all. We have been sort of I guess, hanging out a lot lately for the past two weeks, even stealing kisses here and there. It was definitely an unexpected twist of events in our relationship history. I don't know what it was, but it was fun, and I liked it, and I'm okay with it. So that's all that mattered really. I'm young, and I just wanna have some fun- and apparently Kade was it.

His eyes fluttered open, giving me a glimpse of those pale mossy green orbs that I've come to admire. They reminded me of the forest, of trees and nature. They were soft and enchanting. I guess they complimented my brown ones in the sense that together, our eyes resembled nature. A small lopsided smile spread across his handsome face as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.

"You look so beautiful right now," he murmured softly.

"U-huh," I nodded slowly, "So I don't look beautiful any other times?"

He rolled his eyes. "You never make things easy, do you?"

I grinned, reaching my hand up to run it along his sharp jawline. "Thankyou. I guess you look handsome too..."

"Wanna say that one more time so I can record it?"

"Nope." I popped the P. "You know me, I'm only going to admit it once or never at all."

He chuckled before planting a kiss on my forehead. "How are you feeling?"

"De-virginised." I responded promptly.

He gave me a flat-pointed look in return.

"I'm okay, Kade. You didn't hurt me." I reassured him in a soft, serious tone, thinking that's probably what he wanted to know.

He rolled over on top, reaching for my hand to lace his fingers through mine as he brought it up beside our heads. "Okay, good. Because I've never been with someone who hadn't... I was a little scared I would hurt you."

I was taken aback. "What... really?" I murmured.

"Yeah," he chuckled. "I've never done that before. That was my first time, with you- "taking" a virginity."

"Wow..." I said quietly to myself. "So... your first time was with...?"

"An experienced junior, when I was a freshman. Got myself an older gal. 15-year old me was very proud."

I laughed as I pushed him off me. He was kind of crushing me under his weight. If I didn't remind him, he would literally coddle me to death. Secretly though, I liked how affectionate he was- kind of like a big teddy bear.

"So... you've always just been with girls who already knew what they were doing?" I probed out of curiosity.

"Yup. I don't really do inexperienced. Aren't you lucky, you're my first cute little virgin." He said in a baby voice, tickling me on my sides.

"Omg stop Kade," I laughed, pushing him further away so he could stop his assault. "Why me then?"

"Charity work." He shrugged.