the earliest one i remember was when i was 11 years old. I had a boyfriend (online). He was a bit weird; he would change his account name often and had a belly button fetish. side note: don't think I'm kink shaming you. He wanted me to do roleplays with that stuff and I didn't like it but didn't tell him-
oh and he was also into cannibalism.
anyway we dated for literally three or four days until I found out he was 18. And he found out I was 11. We broke up.
(Online) My second was with a 15 year old boy, and I was still 11. We dated for two days and he said he wanted me to send nudes. I told him I'm only 11, and he said he didn't care and he would show me his too. I broke up with him the next day.
(School) my third was when I was 12, and it was with a boy I thought I had a crush on. I wanted to be with him already, and apparently so did he. That "crush" feelings went away after 3 days. But my boyfriend was a very suicidal person, and I thought if I broke up with him, he would kill himself. So I played girlfriend for a month. Then I couldn't handle it anymore. I felt so guilty that he loved me and I didn't. I wrote him a letter and gave it to him, telling him to read it in his next class. At lunch I hid at another table in shame. We're still friends, but that friendship is starting to go away. He is a big homophobe and most of my friends are big about the lgbtq+. also I recently came out as gay so-
My current was started June 28th of this year, with a beautiful girl. We're Wattpad girlfriends though. Not on this account of course~! We've been together for almost 6 months. Now that you've gone this far, please read my first chapter. thank you
~Pancake
