it's been a while.
lots of more info
I told Jazzy I loved him.
He rejected.
And he acted like a total asshole about it
I got a girlfriend a few weeks after, we'll call her Julia. Julia and I broke up around a week after.
But she's a good friend.
In between our relationship, I started to like my friend, who we'll call Sam. Sam is a good friend.
My feelings increased again.
I WANT TO RIP MY HEART OUT.
I can never get enough.
It can never get enough.
today jazzy and sam made me feel depressed. they're fucking sick of me. they don't want to be my friend.
I wrote them a letter
"This is goodbye" was the first sentence for both.
I confessed to Sam in that letter
Tomorrow's gonna be another shitty day :)
