The more I'm thinking about it, did I really love Jazzy?
no.
and I feel like a fucking lier.
Larry and her friends think I like him.
Another friend of mine thinks I have low standards because of it
I don't want to tell them I never did like him.
they will never trust me again
They'll think I'm an untrustworthy person and I should've deserve any love at all
And maybe they're right
But I don't to admit it
