Life Changing Decisions :

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A bit of a time skip to where the twins are two months old, and Jooheon has went back to work.

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Yoongi shushes Hyeran as he lifts her and trades places with her brother. He changes the baby boy now, who was looking at him mommy with his ccrossed, copy cat eyes. Yoongi smiles, kissing his cheek and seeing the little boy grin widely as he done so. He couldn't help but laugh, looking over to see Hyeran and kisses her cheek too, "My pretty babies, to bad sissy had to go to her daddy's wedding or she'd be here playing with you too."

"Yoongi!" Jooheon yells at the front door, closing the door quietly because he knows how his smallest daughter is about loud noises. Yoongi nearly jumps out of his skin as Jooheon drops his bags and jacket by the door, "You'll never guess what just happened."

"You signed a new singer?" Yoongi asks, chuckling slightly as Jooheon sits across from him and picks up one of his children to hold.

"Well.... Sort of," Jooheon was smiling so wide, his dimples could cut an apple in half. Yoongi arches his eyebrow, waiting for him to continue and he does, "So I have been working on a small mixtape for myself to just improve my skills and just to work out the imperfections. Well, my boss comes in today while I was working on a track, and he hears it. He was so impressed with my work, that he asked if he can give it to a friend of his in the company. They loved it apparently, and they want me to sign a small contract for me to get my name out there and possibly become a rapper!"

Yoongi's smile that he had supported throughout the speech falls after hearing that, and he stands taking his son with him as he goes. Jooheon's smile drops too as he watches his lover leave the room to go to their bedroom away from him. He frowns, standing and bringing Hyeran with him as he enters the bedroom to see Yoongi laying in the bed holding Hyunki against his chest and scrolling through something on his phone.

Jooheon frowns, "What's wrong? Why aren't you happy for me?"

"Do you not realize that we have two newborns to take care of? And you want to run off?" Yoongi snaps, not realizing his tone as he feels his anger rise.

"I know but you, the twins, and Minseo can come with me if I ever have to tour, and with this contract I may have to travel to small towns and countries to perform-"

"No," Yoongi shakes his head, "I'm happy they love your work babe, but I need you here. You're not going."

Jooheon narrows his eyes, adjusting Hyeran in his arms, "Excuse you?"

Yoongi lays Hyunki on the bed, the little boy stuff his hands in his mouth as his mother puts his hands on his hips, "I said you're not going. Are you seriously considering leaving me with three kids to take care of at home while you run around and play rockstar or rapper or whatever the fuck you're doing in another state or country?!"

"I said you guys can come with me-"

"Jooheon!" Yoongi snaps, laughing slightly as he tries not to lose what little sanity he has left, "The twins are BABIES! They are literally two months old, they're not going anywhere! And Minseo is not even three yet! Have you even thought about costs? How much it's going to cost to pay for plane tickets and to have a gig at a pub or some shit? Or even to have a band? You're not thinking this through!"

Jooheon grits his teeth, "Can I not do shit for myself every once in a while?! Why can't I just do something for myself for once! From the time my sister has had her kid until now, I haven't had a moment where I can live my dream and do what I love to do! I want to be able to do something like this and to experience it, why can't you be happy for me!?"

"You didn't have to play dad to your nephew! You did that to yourself, no one made you be his father figure!" Yoongi yells back, Hyunki whining on the bed and Hyeran whimpering in her dad's arms, "And if you want to go out and do this fine! I'll just consider myself a single mother once you're gone because you'll find someone out there better than me and leave me for them."

It was quiet as the parents glare at one another. Jooheon was the first to speak, "You think I'll leave you for someone else if I do this?"

"There's a sixty percent chance that you'll have an affair or fall for someone else," Yoongi snaps, "And I can't go through that. Nor can I go through this fame and fortune shit with you while trying to take care of three kids by myself."

Jooheon sighs, patting Hyeran's back as he lays her beside her brother who is now content as both chew on their hand mittens and kick their little legs. He turns back to Yoongi who had his arms crossed now and tried to hug him but Yoongi puts a hand up, "I know you want to do this because it's your dream, but it's too soon. I know I'm being selfish right now, but you need to choose: Your kids and me, or your dream. I'm not letting you walk in and out of my babies lives if you choose to become an idol."

Jooheon sighs, "I won't do it."

Yoongi looks up at him, seeing Jooheon's face falls as he cups Yoongi's face in his hands, "I love you, and only you. You're the love of my life and I'd never want to be with anyone but you. If I have to give up my dream just to have you, then so be it."

Yoongi start feeling guilty as Jooheon strokes his cheekbones with his thumbs, but the moment is cut short when his phone rings. Jooheon sighs sadly, releasing his face and walking out of the room to shut the door quietly. Yoongi wanted to cry, but instead he takes his phone out and seeing Hoseok is trying to FaceTime him. He answers it immediately, "Hey-"

"Ready to see your princess?" Hoseok smiles, turning the phone to see Minseo walking down the isle just in time, throwing flowers in the air and bouncing excitedly. Yoongi can hear people cooing at her and calling her a doll, he smiles as he watches her happily decorate the isle with pink flower petals.

Hoseok gets her attention, "Mini, say hi to mommy."

Minseo smiles prettily, waving cutely as she continued to throw petals and giggle, "Hi mommy!"

Yoongi chuckles, blowing her a kiss even though she can't see as she practically dumps the rest of the petals on the ground by the altar. Hoseok chuckles, turning the camera back to face himself, "She's sitting with me and Hyungie, don't worry Yoongs."

"Okay, please keep an eye on her," Yoongi pouts, "Tell her I said she looks beautiful and I love her."

"I will Hyung, take care of those babies."

"I will Hobi," Yoongi smiles, ending the call and sighing as he looks at his babies who were currently trying to keep their eyes open, "Come on you two, it's time for bottles and naps."

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I kind of put them both of my ideas into the same chapter but in the end drama won! What are your thoughts on Yoongi's words? Jooheon's? I want to know your opinions and thoughts!

So currently I'm helping a couple people out with books, one is for my bb moonbaby1997 and the other is for Strawberryjamin-min who is currently taking finals today (good luck boo). Anyway, I'll be currently caught up helping them but I'm going to try and update smut here in a while and get that chapter posted. Anyone who has finals today good luck!!

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