Test Subject-Ivan Martinez

Chapter 22

When I got the strength to get up from underneath Ivan's arms, Ivan pulled me back in and started to kiss my neck.
Emma-Ivan, stop I need to use the bathroom
Ivan-I will be waiting for you when you get back
He let me go and I went to the bathroom, I came back and Ivan was playing on his phone and soon I climbed on top of him and he looked at me and I remember that he has something to say to me.
Emma-What do you have to talk to me about
Ivan-Me and Ivan are going back to L.A that's all
Emma-And staying
Ivan-I mean maybe, I know you want to see me everyday but,
Emma-No, it's ok, it's ok king
Ivan-If it's not then tell me
Emma-It's not but we can still call or...
Ivan smiled and started to rub my legs. I smailed but then someone was yelling for Ivan.
Guy-DUDE, I NEED SOME WEED
Emma-Weed
Ivan-It's nothing, I'll be right back
I got off and I was scared, Ivan is maybe doing drags, the guy that was yelling came in when Ivan was getting dressed.
Ivan-Dude get out
Guy-I thought you had a girlfriend
Ivan-This is my girlfriend, get out
Guy-So Ruban did this girl, not worth getting in jail for
Ivan-SHUT UP ED
Ed-Fine, I need some weed
Ivan-YES I HEARED YOU FROM DOWN THE HALL WAY
Ed-Claim down dude, hey you smoke
Venom-What is going on
Emma-Hold on you'll see
Ed-Hey lady I'm talking to you
Ivan-No she doesn't, let's go
Ivan draged him out and I told Venom what I was thinking. Ivan came back it and he looked at me.
Ivan-Sorry babygirl
Emma-Your doing drags
Ivan-I'm not doing them, I'm dealing them
Emma-Oh ok, sorry
Ivan-It's ok babygirl, and sorry that he brought up-
Emma-Don't say his name
Ivan-Ok
He kissed me and Emilio came in and I scramed.
Ivan-Dude, what do you want
Emilio-I want to talk to Emma and Venom
Ivan-You can when I'm done with her
Emilio-Ivan, I can just say with you in the room or-
Ivan-I already told her
Emilio-Not the whole truth
Ivan-Yes I did Emilio
Venom-Just tell us
Emma-Ivan just tell us
Ivan-Tell you what-
Emilio-He is also doing drags
Ivan-EMILIO
Emilio-I'm sorry you two
Emma-Em, please leave so I can get up
Emilio left and I got up and got dressed. Ivan was following me around, trying to make me look at him and grabbing me. I started to cry because my PTSD was kicking in.
Ivan-Listen to me Emma and Venom
Emma-No, your not listening you don't listen to us so why should we listen to you
Ivan-Because I am your boyfriend
Emma-WHO SAID THAT!?
Ivan looked dead when I said that, but it's true, he never told me that we were a thing officially. But I raise my voice.
Ivan-I'm sorry, I know we didn't talk about this
Emma-About us being official or about you doing drags
Ivan-Both, so let's just sit down and talk
I just started to ball, I don't know what to do, I just was this life to stop. This life is so stupid and pointless
Emma-Ivan, just stop, I should just go back
Ivan-Go back to the lab
Emma-This was all a big mistake, I should have never came here, I should have never been born
Ivan-Exuse me, you don't get to say that, you don't get to say that because you life is just completed.
I looked at him and he looked at me, I wipe my tears away and Ivan came up and hugged me.
Ivan-I'm sorry I was trying to lie about doing drags, I just don't want you to deal with my issues
Emma-Iv, your my boyfriend, I'm supposed to go tho them together
Ivan-I know just your different from other girls I dated in the past
Emma-Yeah, but that's good
Ivan-Yes that is wonderful
I kissed Ivan and Ivan smiled and I went downstairs and Emilio was on the phone with someone.
Rebecca-So, have you thought about what you want to do
I looked at Ivan and he was holding my hand, I talked to Venom in my head.
Venom-What do you want to do
Emma-I want to stay free and by Ivan
Venom-Me too, so...
Emma-I want to stay by you guys
Emilio-That is not going to happen Emma
Ivan-Stop
Emilio-I'm sorry Ivan, this can not be happening