Test Subject-Ivan Martinez

Chapter 20

I hung up and I went back out to the main part of the lab.  Lilith came up to me.
Lilith-I'm so sorry Venom and Emma, I forgot that you guys don't want to get touched when you are like that
Venom-She is cute when she panics
Emma-It's ok Lilith
Lilith-But are you ok now
Emma-Ueah I talked to my brother
Lilith-Ok, Cora she teleported to her room during breakfast and Blythe has still not return
Emma-Ok, what do you want to do
Lilith-want to take a tour of this place
Emma-Are we allow too
Lilith-Yeah, come on
She told her cause worker and I told Alissa, she showed me around and it was really nice but I miss Ivan like hell right now.
Lilith-You miss Ivan
Emma-What
Lilith-Ivan, you two miss him
Emma-How did you know that
Lilith-I can read people's minds
Emma-Yeah he is my brother
Lilith-Oh, you and him are really close
Emma-Yeah, even thought I didn't give his a chance at first
Lilith-Yeah, same with my ex girlfriend
Emma-Oh, what happened if you don't mind telling me
Lilith-Only if you tell me about you
Emma-Ok
She told me about her life and how she got in her, I didn't know what bisexual meant so I had no choice but to ask her.
Lilith-It's when you like boys and girls
Emma-That's cool
Lilith-How did your life go
I told her about my life and she is very understanding, she smiled before we gone back in.  It was almost lunch time so we got ready and I guess Lilith backstory was kinda interesting. I got ready for lunch and when I got there Zander came and looked at me.
Emma-What do you want
Zander-A chance
Emma-No thank you
Zander-Come on, I'm not that bad
Emma-Yeah sure you aren't, plus I already am taking
Zander-He dosen't have to know
He tried kissed me but I pulled away and the guards came and grabbed him.
Zander-I will get you Emma, don't you worry baby
Venom-I can't believe that just happened
Emma-Ivan is going to be so mad
Venom-Yeah, yeah he will
I went to the lunch room without any lunch because I couldn't stop thinking about what Ivan would think about me kissing another boy, maybe I won't tell him. That's an option right?  When I went back to my room Lilith came and she looked at me and sat on the bed with me.
Lilith-I saw what happened
Emma-I bet everyone did
Lilith-Well yeah but people would not judge you for not kissing back
Emma-Yeah, plz I have someone already so
Lilith-Your taken
Emma-No, not really just we know that we like each other but-
Lilith cut me off by kissing me, for some reason this felt so right, but I knew this was wrong.  I like Ivan.  I like boys not girls, or maybe I'm like Lilith, maybe I'm bisexual.  I kissed back and I hold he checks and she hold them.  We pulled away and we looked at each other.
Lilith-Sorry I didn't want to do this like that
Emma-No it's ok just that was not what I expected
Lilith-Well the boy mind
Emma-He dosen't have to know
I smiled and Venom was gone again, I don't know why but... I think I like a girl.
Talking to Rebecca
Emma-Becca, have you ever kissed a girl
Rebecca-Yeah
Emma-Have you ever you know thought about if your bisexual
Rebecca-Like yeah everyone has that thought
Emma-Ok
Rebecca-Are you getting those thoughts
Emma-I kinda kissed a girl today and it felt right but at the same time I still want Ivan
Rebecca-Well you and Ivan are not together yet so just make the best out of it
Emilio-You guys talking about Ivan
Rebecca-Yeah
Emma-Where is he
Emilio and Rebecca stopped, they didn't say anything.
Emma-Hello
Alissa-Rap it up
Emma-I have to get going
Rebecca-Ok, bye I will tell Iv you called
Emma-Tell him I'm calling him tomorrow
Emilio-Ok, well do
Ivan's POV
I just can't handle this anymore, without Emma and my mom I can't seem to claim me down.  I know Emma and Venom dosen't want me to do this again but when I got home Eud, one of my best friends, came over with drags one day.
Eud-So seeing any girls
Ivan-No not really, I'm waiting for one
Eud-That crazy girl
Ivan-Fuck off dude
Eud-I'm just kidding
Ivan-Yup, but she is cute
Eud-So it is her
I looked around and Eud started to get high, I just wanted on and one turned into 2 and 2 turned into 10.  Emilio came in and I didn't know what happened but he was not in the room next morning and he was not in the house.  He was with a girl, because we had a fight that night.  But I kept doing it but not that much, Emma and Venom will hate me.