Is It Worth It?

The Boy I Love The Most (edit)

**APHMAU'S P.O.V**
Ugh, finally out of the hospital. I was starting to get tired of that hospital room. I was sleeping on a chair for irene sake. I just cant wait to get to my own house, to my own bed so I can snuggle with my baby.

Oh, yeah I need to look in Levin's room for- and then Aaron. Ugh, never mind I guess I wont be able to relax. No fair man! But it's for my Levin...I dont want him to get hurt anymore.

"M-mom?" Levin said.
"Oh, yes sweetie?" I aksed.
"I-i h-have something to tell you..." he said.
"Hmm? What's wrong baby?"
"W-well I remember what happened, ya know, I remember who beat me up..."
"Who!?" I yelled
"I-it w-was A-a-Aaron..." he said shakily.

I froze like my whole world went in slow motion.

"W-what...?" I said.
"MAMA!" Levin screamed

"Oh shit!" I yelled.
I almost drove off the road luckily I swerved back on to it in like in two seconds.
"phew! That was close!" I yelled

**LEVIN'S P.O.V**
I-I shouldn't have said that...
If mom says something or...
Why did I say that? Why...?
Aaron is probably gonna kill me before mom kills him or before I kill myself...
What am I gonna do...?
Ugh god damnit Levin you really did it this time!
"Levin!" Mom yelled
"Huh?!" I said
Are you okay?" She asked. "Y-yeah... I'm fine..." I answered

Mom pulled over to a gas station to catch her breath and ask me some questions.
"Levin, why didnt you tell me before...?" She asked. I didnt know what to say... I mean I have a reason, I just dont know how to tell her. "I-I... um, I uh, I just" I couldn't get my words out.
Mom looked at me and took a deep breath. She was silent for a moment. It was obvious that she was thinking what to do next.
Then all of a sudden I just started crying. The tears rolling down my face, trying to hold back loud sobs. I was used to this... but it still felt different.
"I-I'm sorry...!" I sobbed.

**APHMAU'S P.O.V**
What? Why is he apologizing? I'm not mad at him. Im not disappointed or upset at all, well, not at him anyway...
"Levin, I'm not mad baby..." I said calmly.
He was still crying with his face cupped into his hands. "I'm just thinking about what to do right now." I said.
I grabbed a little bag of tissues from out of my purse, grabbed his tiny wrists and pulled his hands away from his face. I wiped his face with the tissue.
He was sniffling and making sad, quiet little noises.
What am I going to do? Aaron, Levin...
I-
*FLASHBACK*
"So, do you have any kids?" Aaron asked?
Back then he was so kind.
"Heh, actually yeah! I have one, his name is Levin. I adopted him, I really wanted a child, but I didnt have anyone I was interested in" I said excitingly.
I didnt think anything of some of the questions he asked. They all seemed normal.
"O-oh really, um, how old is he?" Aaron asked
"14, he'll be 15 in February." I said
"How much do you love him?" He asked
"More than anyone, anything in any world! He's my baby, he is sooo sweet and good, he's creative and smart. I'm sure you'll love him!" I yelled excitedly
"Yeah.....sure..." He replied.
That was just our like 3rd date.
I should've looked deeper into those questions and his replies, I could've avoided all of this.
"Who do you love more? Me or Levin? I am your boyfriend after all..."
*FLASHBACK OVER*
Who do I love more.....
Levin of course!
He's sweet, loving, good, creative and smart! He loves me for me! He puts others before him!
Why, why did I let love distract me, why did I let it make me so blind?! I feel like such a horrible parent, I probably permanently damaged my child.
He lied to me...
He hurt my child...
This ends now I'm sick of it...!
I'm not gonna let him hurt the boy I love the most anymore...
***FIND OUT MORE IN PT 11***
(That was even more rushed -_-)