Amaranthine - JENLISA (completed)

AGONY

The  memories that came flashing before gave so many vague details about my  life as a human. But one things for sure, I pretty much had a lot to do  with Jennie. She was/is my lover. Seung Hyun, her brother also have  something to do with all of these. His participation in this is rather  big.  I can sense it. Why wouldn't he tell me anything? He won't even  give me a clue.

I  still couldn't control going in and out of my physical body. It happens  so randomly. I feel like I need to focus more to gain all those  memories back. It's already been three days since I felt myself in that  body and I've been trying ever since. It won't let me. Does it only work  whenever I'm with Jennie? What about Seung Hyun? Will I be able to  interact with him in this life? I have so many questions and just like  that, I'm back in the underworld.

"Seung  Hyun, you're Jennie's brother. Why are you keeping things from me? Why  does it seem like you know even before and I don't?" I told him as I saw  him looking at me with his eyes pleading. "You're right. You're bound  to find out about everything but trust me Lisa, you'll regret it the  minute you do." Seung Hyun said as he looks away from me.

"You  keep on warning me with things like that but you never say anything  more than that. You need to start answering my questions Seung Hyun; You  owe me answers." I said. "I know I do. But I can only answer the  questions about things you've already remembered." He said as he looks  at me again sadly.

"Do you remember whatever it is that happened in that lifetime?" I asked him.

"Yes." He answered shortly.

"Everything?"

"Yes."

"Do you know the person responsible for Jennie's death?"

"Yes."

"Who is it?"

"I can't tell you."

"Why?"

"Because you haven't remembered it yet."

"This  is hopeless. I will find out the moment it happens already and I need  to do something about it. Jennie can't die Seung Hyun." I told him as I  surfaced back up. This time though, I was not at the yellow house.

I  heard two people yelling at each other as things started breaking. I  walked further to find myself in the living room area of this house.  It's probably Jennie's house. It was huge. I saw Seung Hyun throw a vase  against the wall in front of Jennie as he fumes in anger.

"Why  are you so stubborn? I told you not to see her anymore. Don't wait for  me to take things in my own hands Jennie, I'm warning you!" Seung Hyun  yelled. "Oppa, what can't you understand? Lisa and I are being careful.  No one knows about us!" Jennie answered back. "No one knows yet. And you  know it's not right Jennie! Stop this madness of yours. Don't wait for  me to take matters into my own hands. I'm giving you a chance here." He  said.

"Seung  Hyun-Oppa, I love her. Please let me be with her. You can have  everything, my money, all of it. Just let me be with her." Jennie knelt  as she cried and begged for her brother's blessings. "Please oppa, let  me have this one." She added.  "No." He said with finality as he shrugs  of his sister and walks away but before that, he stopped but didn't turn  to face Jennie. "You can't see her again Jennie. That's final." He said  and with that, he's gone.

I  stood there helplessly watching Jennie cry her heart out. I couldn't do  anything about it. Then a white light appeared right before my eyes  that almost blinded me. It was a flashback.

It  was in your house. It looked like I once lived here too. You, Seung  Hyun and me. Since he's the eldest, He started working first and took  care of us as we left the orphanage. Unfortunately, we didn't get  adopted for some reason which wasn't actually a bad thing because that  meant, we wont get separated but weather Seung Hyun admits it or not, He  struggled for us back then when he took care for us.