UNHEALTHY Obsession [ Kim Namjoon Ff] ✔

2💫🌹💫Its a mistake💫🌹💫

He paced back and forth in his office. He kept cursing at himself on his mind whilst rubbing his temples. What now and how the heck could be that stupid and let himself fall into a dark desire of lust so easy?

A frustrated growl escaped his lips and he stopped his track in worry and confusion. The smart guy had to find an excuse to get a rid of one of his one night stand that's too close to him. But does he really wants too? If he had too look back at the previous night and go through the event that was left in his memory, he would say it was his best fuck ever. The smooth skin glistens in the moonlight. The sounds in pleasure sometimes muffled to hear as his hand would hold that pretty mouth, as he was living all his desires with you.

His finger brushed against his lips feeling still the shadow of your lips against his. The lovely sound of your voice while begging whispering for more of him hit in his ears. Namjoon smiled alone but then shook his head." No, that's wrong."

But the vibe of the night lingers still in his mind. He had to think of something to make you clear that it was just a mistake that won't  you both never replay again.

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You was busy cleaning Namjoons room. It was the last thing that you would have to do for this day. The other rooms and places were done which was a good thing because your exhausted body was aching. Not only because of the duties but also Namjoon went to rough on you last night.

You changed the bedsheets and was about to head out with a sigh. But your eyes land on the dirty sheet in the basket reminding you once again on the sin you have commit with Namjoon. The whole day you would think of it and try to figure out why you did let him do all this to you but also admitted that actually it was good. More then just good. It was amazing. He has touched you like no one other did before, he brought you to your verges and highs that no one other was able to do ever before.

You knew him for a year now to figure out that it wasn't even special for him, you was not special for him. He returned alone back home and just need someone on who he could lash his manly needs out. And you were just not at the right time neither at the right moment there.

Did you regret it? Strange but no. You loved it actually, you loved his touches, his kisses even the roughness on you. You loved everything. The man knew what he have been doing to you and you liked, you doesn't wanted him to stop but only to continue.

However, you was lost in your thoughts as you pulled the sheet closer to you and sniffed the scent in. It smelled like him and somehow like you, but more as he and his expensive strong cologne.

"Y/N?" A feminine voice sound from not too far from you. You threw the only evidence of a unforgettable night back in the basket and picked it with a racing heart up." Yes?" You stepped out the room and closed the door after you." Young master Kim has called just now, he wants to have a dinner at 7pm ready at the table. Be that nice and help me out my child. My back is killing me." Spoke the old Lady Doris.

She was working at the Kim's mansion longest time. She knew everything and everyone. A kind old Lady that would help everyone out only not to see how someone was get scowled. Doris was kind and very wise, she was the first one who helped you to settle down on the mansion and taught you to the most thing you could do.

The old lady replaced you the mother you never had. No, you weren't a orphan but with a mother that you has, you wished to never have her even know. Since you was 13 you had to take care of your mum and yourself, to find a job and try to pay for everything. The small two rooms apartment and the other Bills. Your mum did worked but the job was not something of what she could be proud on neither she was a woman of what she or you could be proud. Anyway the life is not asking which fate you had to take.