UNHEALTHY Obsession [ Kim Namjoon Ff] ✔

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Since Doris went up to Namjoon and you stood there in the kitchen cleaning the table while you was lost in his thoughts. The whole time you has the memories playing before your eyes how Namjoon has hugged you back and cried against your stomach, how he tightened his grib and nuzzled his face further in your fabric.

"I think the spot is more then clean now." A deep voice from behind startled you. Snapping your head around you aqw Taehyung with a small smile on his face while looking at your hand that was cleaning one and the same spot for a couple of minutes.

" huh?"

"I think the counter is more then clean now especially the spot. You will rub a hole soon in there if you don't stop."he added once again pointing at the counter." Ah... yeah.." you pulled your hand away and whipped it against the apron.

"Are you okay? You looked like you were spaced out." He says walikung past you to the sink." No, I'm totally fine just thought about what I have to do more today."

"Yeah, and I'm a spy who's hiding himself working here. Now spit out." Taehyung did not looked at you but washes his hands as he said these." Really it's nothing important." You was about to head out as you felt it was somehow awkward to talk to him but felt a wet and warm hand wrapping around your wrist what made you stop." Is it because the night that we have spent? We don't talked about it until now and I think we should."

"Taehyung let's-"

"No Y/N, we have to talk about it. The awkwardness between us... its killing me. We aren't even in the state to talk to each other properly nor look at the other one. Let's clear the things up." He let's go off your wrist feeling you relaxe a bit and didnt gave him a sign that you will leave again.

You did wanted to leave and not talk about why happened between the both of you. For you it was a mistake. The only reason that perhaps was playing a role in it were the alcohol and the arousal, the desperate that you have felt. He did made you feel good, he treated you nicely and don't hurted you.

It would be a lie of you say that you don't enjoyed the sex and don't liked his touches yet it was a mistake." Okay fine. Then let's talk but can we do it later?" You asks balancing your weight on the other leg. Taehyung shook his head as no and steps closer." If we let It slide now you will just run away later. Listen... that what we had... I don't know how to explain or not sound like a love stuck guy but... I liked it and... I like you. I can see that the feeling isn't mutual and I guess I'm okay with. Let's just not avoid each other it hurts you know."

No he didnt talked around the Bush nir would he try it. He said what was in his mind straight foreward did you liked it or not. Of course you was afraid of it. You was afraid to loose a friend." Tae-"

"No, don't do this face now. I know that you're not into me but our boss I'm not blind Y/N. And like I said I'm okay if you don't avoid me. It will only hurt me more if you distance yourself from me. That's all what I have to say."

You blink at him not knowing what to say at all but agreed to his request. To be honest you missed him by your side and fool with him around even in a situation like this you needed a friend. Shocked that he knew about your feeling to Namjoon you couldn't even try to deny it. It was anyway useless he saw through you. But does it mean that other has noticed it too?

"Y/N, Mr. Kim wants you to see and please bring him a green tea up." Foris briar into the kitchen. Suprised you snap your head at her but nood then. You had mixed feelings in within not knowing what it were. Sad because of Taehyung and happy and scared at the same time that Namjoon did wanted to see you.

"Oh okay. Did he said what he wants?" You asks following doris with your eyes to the counter and preparing the tea. Taehyung stepped a little back drying his hands that were still a little wet and then head out the kitchen." No, he only said he wants to see you." She smiles at you wide.