UNHEALTHY Obsession [ Kim Namjoon Ff] ✔

8💫🌹💫You, who belongs him💫🌹💫

Almost the whole night you couldn't fall asleep. Your eyes glued on the ceiling above you, the blanket covered your naked upper body. Your thoughts were accompanied by Namjoon. His eyes, his glare.

His voice that sounded so dangerous on the verge of anger and desperate, his fists in try to suppress his feelings that creeped up. You noticed How his eyessparkle as they watched your soaked wet body, how the fabric stuck to your skin exposing him a sight that he enjoyed once and still did obviously. Turning to the sight you thought about how you could get a rid of these Yuna woman.

There were two things that you wanted to have, to make Yuna stay away from Namjoon for ever and the revenge on Namjoon. Never you will get used to the sight of him being with her, and never you will get used to the Imaginations him having sex with her. Whenever this kind of thought would make it appearance in your mind, your blood boiled up. You became crazy, crazy in love with Namjoon.

Your eyes land on the manly frame next to you. Sleeping soundless and peaceful. Being weak for a man and have the sober look on a revenge are two different things but also hard when these things are connected with each other.

The love of yours for Namjoon take another level where you couldn't take it anymore to see him with others, and the will to destroy everything and everyone who will only make their appearance in his life. You wanted to make everyone clear that this man to who you give all yourself whenever he wanted it was yours but nobody's else. Only yours. And Namjoon will one day see it too. He will. But when this day will appear, will you be the same and have still feelings for him?

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No you weren't sleeping the whole night next to Namjoon. You had to make sure no one noticed you nor suspected in something also after you felt like sleeping, you went to your room. Even if it meant to tear your eyes and heart that craved to fall asleep beside him, you knew Namjoon wouldn't like it at all.

The next morning was like always. You and Doris prepared the breakfast and Taehyung settled the table for Namjoon. He ate it and went to somewhere and you and Doris wished him a good day. A small smirk was sent to you before he left.

Did it meant that he would ask you to come in his room again? No, after that he was done with you he made it again clear through his lies. You saw through him but wished you were just that naive like the girls. You were angry yes, but somehow also satisfied that he felt the need for you. That he desired you.

Cleaning again his room, you get lost in your thoughts that were running about Namjoon and how you could get a revenge on him. How you could hurt him just like he did it to you.

"What's that for a face? On which planet are you?" Taehyungs deep voice sounds from behind. Jumping around as if you get caught by something, you faced him with eyes open wide like plates." God." You breathed heavy out padding then your chest." Well, I was never called like this but I like it." He starts to approach you with a chuckle." You startled me you idiot." You hit his arm when he was close to you.

"I called you about three our four times but you didn't responsed." He grabbed the fresh sheet and helped you to put it on." What about were you thinking that you get that lost?" He asks." Nothing important." You replied." You sure? You know you can tell me everything if something is bothering you." He added once more.

"I know and thank you for that. But a woman has things through what she have to go by herself." You winked at him with a giggle." Okay, I don't need more informations though." He scrunched his face as if he was disgusted by thinking of something.

"Then... why does Mr. Kim wants everyday a new sheet when he will make it dirty either way?" You almakt freeze in place when he stated this. Does he knew something or noticed?" He just wants always a clean sheet." You tried to shrug it off.