(just updating on some older poems from this summer..srry i havent in so long. i'll have more up soon :)
life,
love,
you pull me down.
you pull me slow.
gradually,
then all at once,
i loose..
what..i knew full well never was,
and i let go,
of all the things i never knew were really there,
to all the things i never noticed made me happy.
because,
life,
and love,
they suffocated me.
clouding me.
closing me.
drowning me.
all at once.
but beautiful,
and intoxicating are the waters that they bare.
willingly sinking me,
falling,
falling,
falling,
drowning.
forever drowning down here.
and u never really notice,
until you reach the bottom,
because everything's is so beautiful,
so calm,
slowly drifting down.
its not till you reach the rock hard, dark incapacitating bottom,
when you know you should have turned around.
