very unfortunate / inallexx

seven

"can't do that now. too fuckin' plastered, alex."

"let's go back," alex whined, hanging on his side. "back to yours. please."

"o-oh, alright. but — alex — what are we gonna do?"

"whatever you want me to do, s'that sound good?" alex slurred his words with a smirk. fraser hesitatingly nodded and pulled his hand away, until they were away from the dance-floor; out of the crowd of sweaty individuals who were probably trying to fuck each other. fraser thought about how much they fit into that category but he shook the thought away, humiliated and quite embarrassed by the thought of thinking they were going to go all the way. he wasn't going to ask, and he wasn't going to try and push him to do anything like that. the more they approached his home, he may even back out when they went to try it, because he was, well, he was a virgin. he'd gotten a blowjob twice before but that was where the line drawn.

"so, uh-" fraser started, blushing, "i'm probably not good in, um, like bed? i'm not very skilled or whatever. fuck, never mind."

"not skilled with men? because it's not that different. i mean yeah there's a few minor setbacks but-"

"no, no. i'm not very experienced at all alex. i'm a bloody virgin, a'right? there, now you know. fuck's sake." fraser spilled out, laughing at how fucking embarrassing it was to tell that to alex fucking elmslie of all blokes.

"a fucking virgin? you? and you want me to take that from ya? i'm—i can't believe that!" alex laughed and pulled his friend closer. "maybe we should wait till we're sober so it's better for ya. you want me to uh, me to bottom? or is that something you wanted a try at?"

fraser, all red faced and flustered, took alex's hand in his innocently, not sure how to answer that question. "let's figure that out as we go. i just want to be like this right now. i'm fuckin' scared, okay?" he laughed it off, and alex giggled. alex pressed a slight kiss to his jawline and that made fraser grip onto his hand tighter.

"almost to the house," fraser announced, "maybe we...can take it slow and see where that gets us?"

alex nodded, ready to try whatever his crush threw at him. he would bottom, top, switch, or do whatever fraser needed to make his first time great. because even though the pair were definitely drunker than piss, alex still felt that fraser deserved it all. if that's where the four eyed bloke felt like taking it, that's exactly where alex would reluctantly go.