| Just Saying Hi |

Just Saying HI | Hello ... Your Awesome

Hello my sweet,sweet Ninja Turtles :) I am back and I brought a new chapter with me hehehehe so Before you read I would like to tell you that school is coming and I really would like to know your thoughts on that or at least your advice :) . well here ya go the new chapter ... in which I wrote (while hearing Happy Little Pill - Troye Sivan <3) but i guess this will be dedicated to lana del rey <3

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| Finn |

Today I wake up earlier than Lydia, which is very strange because she usually finds a way to wake up early than even the early bird.

Okay so maybe i'm lying, I woke up this early (5:04) because Caspars girlfriend goes to a different school and has to be there by 7:30 so that only really leaves us to about 1 hour of getting to know eachother, though she promised she would meet us up at a bubble tea place down 1 block away from our school to continue where we had started so that seems alright.

I get dressed a bit more today considering that I want to make a good impression towards this girl. Not make her think i'm this weird girl that finds clothes randomly out of her closet and puts on whatevers there although I do really do that it's still nice to think she doesn't think that...Did that make sense?

Whatever I grabbed a pair of shorts that were a bit faded and paired it with a tank-top that says 'I'm alergic to horse sh**' and yes it has the two stars at the end because of the school dress code and I decide to let my hair down, though normally I would have it in a ponytail.

I walk towards the bathroom and brush my teeth till it blinds everyone . . . And I remembered to take my insulin.

And then I wait till Caspar calls me to come downstairs, 

My door creaks open a little and see Lydia waddle her way towards me rubbing her small round eyes, and makes herself comfortable next to me.

Her head lands on my thigh, her eyes blinking, trying to stay awake, I run my fingers through her hair and she closes her eyes but she opens them a few seconds later. I smile down at her .

"Do you think mom would help me make friends?" She askes rubbing her eyes again though i'm confused about what she means by that, does she have the same problems at school that I have? she couldn't, Lydias charming towards everyone random people alway's seem impressed by her so I don't think she would have trouble making friends.

"Why are you asking?" I say, my hands roaming through her hair, she blinks slower than normal then replies

"Because at school, everyone thinks i'm a loser, with the most cooties" she rolls her eyes I smile at her .

"Same" I lightly chuckle no longer running my hands through her soft Hair 

"But maybe we could both be friends?" I say looking at Lydia with a humorless expression.

Though she looks like she just drank sour milk, "No thanks, they'll call me an even bigger loser, maybe Caspar could he's cool right?" My smile slowly turns into a frown I guess me and Caspar are different.

Though I don't think he deserves better. I mean i'm pretty awesome already, and hey i'm just being honest, normally in a book or at times in reality the girl alway's says that the guy deserves someone better even though deep down, they know that they can't really find someone that's been there for them since diaper days.

Hey, don't mistaken me for arogant okay? because of course, like every other tennage girl I have a bunch of things that I would like to change about myself.

"Yeah, he's cool I guess" I say looking out the window. But i'm really starting to wonder if Caspar and his lady friend ditched me or something, because they are taking man long.