You don't know this about me many people don't but I do struggle with my sexuality quite often. I tend to label myself as bisexual I've only had one girlfriend and she doesn't seem to count. I have had many boyfriends each one dumping me for some reason. So I just say I'm bi it's that easy. Many people don't know my sexuality including my family. Only close friends know and I think my mom. This doesn't really affect my daily life but I tend to keep it on the down-low. I think that people will treat me differently if I come out.
My family is also kinda homophobic, so I can't tell them. Maybe I should; I wrote this when I wanted to come out that I will insert here it's not good but it's the best I could do so sorry
I'm gay
Well not gay
I like guys and girls
I don't know , I like girls and I've liked it's before
I'm confused
I can't come out to my family
Not yet they are homophobic
Or they think I don't understand
I give hints but they don't seem to understand
They think it's a joke
I hear you guys
The rude remarks
The gross looks at homosexuals
I take them all personally
But they think it's because I'm friends with gays
But it's not about it's about me
Sitting here wondering when the right time to tell them is
Maybe I should never tell
Maybe I'm not strong enough to tell them
So for now I sit here
With my family as the closeted girl
Who seems to be straight
Disclaimer// I know it's bad but please don't judge I was young when I wrote this and though that I should add it in
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My Life, My Confessions
RandomHiya, Your typical teenager I may look fine from the outside But read this and you will see I have suffered Many losses Some you may be shocked about Xoxo (All names are made up btw don't think that they are real lol)
