She was my first love, she was my everything. I was nothing but a game to her. We fake dated for 2 years it felt so real. We were inseparable we were suppose to be end game. In my eyes I loved her and I still do but we drifted apart. It makes me upset how just a few months ago we were laughing and holding hand. We were everything everyone though we were dating. We were best friends. Now I'm the hallways I may get a nod from you if I even see you. But even at that I get nothing most of times you found new friends. You found a new "love" and I am stuck alone broken hearted without you. The seconds that I see you or the times we talk over Snapchat. I want to cry because the memories come flooding back to me. All of our memories all of our secrets and laugh, the late night conversations about nothing and everything. All the laughing until our stomachs hurt, we had so many inside jokes. I miss you, I miss the way you could make me feel better when my whole world was falling apart. I miss how we use to be young but neither one of us were out yet so the feeling had to be hidden. I miss the feeling of laying in your arms, like it was the two of us against the world. But now that's all gone. Now all I have is quick conversations and casual hangouts once every 4 months. I know that I can't take anything back, I understand that they are all memories that are now gone. All of them are gone and we just took them for granted like we had a life time together. You're not the same person I fell in love with, you are different. Strangers, acquaintances, school mates, people in different worlds.
I shall wonder my whole life if you miss our moments like I miss them. If you think about me as much as I think about you.
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My Life, My Confessions
RandomHiya, Your typical teenager I may look fine from the outside But read this and you will see I have suffered Many losses Some you may be shocked about Xoxo (All names are made up btw don't think that they are real lol)
