Thug Loving (Editing)

Chapter 23

Renay

It's been three months since Mitchell was found dead.  I have cried my self to sleep ever night.  I loved that Man with everything in me and first him to be taken away from me it hurts. 

Yeah he yelled at me sometimes but he loved me.  He told me if I loved him I would let him fuck my daughter.  Honestly?  I didn't care.  She's the reason my family won't talk to me

See,  I got pregnant by Janays father at the age of 13 . Yes,  I'm only 33. When I got pregnant my mother made me  live with my Dad because she said she couldn't control me any more.  My Dad told me he'll help when needed but I need to try to do things on my own.  So I did.

I started selling my body to take care of her.  I fucked men from the ages to 15-30 . They didn't care I was young they just wanted to bust a quick nut.  I didn't care neither as long as I was getting money .

One day I fucked this dude,  he looked around my age.  He looked real familiar but I didn't think to much of it.  A couple days later I got a call from Janays Dad. 

"You disgust me " That made me want to cry

"Wh -what!? "

"YOU FUCK MEN FOR MONEY , YOU FUCKED ALL OF MY NIGGAS YOU GOT ME LOOKING STUPID " I wanted. to take it all back..

"I'm sorry I won't do it again " He scoffed

"Fuck you , don't call me anymore "

I cried and cried all night long. 

I guess my Dad heard what I was doing though the grape viine.  He didn't kick me out get just ignored the fuck out of me . A couple months later he started asking for rent money. I payed him every months until I turned 16 .

Eventually I met a guy named Mitchell. He accepted my past & Janay .He bought  us a big house and we never needed anything. 

One day he told me he couldn't do it any more.

"Renay , I can't be here any more I'm not happy " I looked at him with teary eyes

"Please,  don't leave me,  I'll do anything,  I'll give you anything " I begged

"Give me your daughter,  I want her "

"Fine,  She deserves it Anyway. She's the reason I'm like this.  She's the reason my mom and Dad is ashamed of me,  now it's her turn to feel my pain " I meant every word

I don't feel an ounce of regret either.  When we were at the hospital I acted as if I cared so she wouldn't tell th's police.  I couldn't risk Mitchell going to jail.  I know she had something to do with his death and I will find out

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Excuse any mistakes

  I decided to give Y'all Renay P.O.V  & guess what ? I just winged all of this.  I had Nothing planned .