| Abused Love | {vkook/taekook ff}

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"well it's my life i can fucking do what i want okay? jesus.. when did you start acting like this hoseok?" he shouted, he stood tipsy with a beer can in his hand.

"acting like what? acting like i care about you?! i've always cared about you and i'm not just gonna stand around while i watch you waste your fucking life on drugs and party's yoongi!" i bit back my tears that threatened to fall. he scoffed and threw the can to the ground.

"you got a problem with my life? the fuck are you gonna do about it! i do what i want!" he stormed towards the door, he stopped when i spoke.

"i do. i have a problem with what you're doing with your life, so maybe.. i just won't be part of it anymore." he froze and tilted his head. "we- we're done yoongi." his eye teared up but he quickly stopped and turned angry.

"fine! i don't give two shits about this relationship anyways, i'm glad it's over!" my tears escaped my eyes and pored down my face, i slapped him and stormed out, sobbing the whole way.
(noooo not sope!)

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i slammed the door shut and kicked it a few times before falling to the floor in tears. i did love hoseok.. and he loves-

loved me..

i stood up and wiped my face, picking up the cans of beer off the floor and throwing them away.

i don't need hoseok, i don't need a relationship, all i need is to get laid a few times and i'll be good, who needs a fucking relationship?

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taehyung and i got to school, after he asked that question... i didn't answer. for quite some time.. to be honest.. i didn't know how to. i mean.. taehyung was amazing the other night, even for his first time, and if we did it more, the better he would get. so yeah, i wanted to for sure have sex more than once, that should be obvious! but about the dating...... i've never been in anyone's relationship since jimin... and that was awful, i said i wouldn't try and date ever again. but then... then i met kim taehyung.. the only other person that actually makes me feel things for him. but i'm scared.. i'm scared that it will happen again, that i'll let my feelings take control and then end up getting hurt.

i shook my head, coming back to reality. i parked the car and we got out, walking to school beside each other. i completely forgot about my surroundings.. i was too busy looking at taehyung, the gorgeous younger that walked beside me..

"hey jungkook!" a loud voice shouted, soon chanyeol came running up to me. "sup jungkook-" his eyes trailed from mine to behind me. "oh my god that little homeless fag is acting like your shadow! did you even notice him?!" chanyeol pointed behind me, i turned and saw taehyung with his head down and shoulders slumped, obviously hurt by his words.

"okay just fuck off chan.. it's getting old now." i said with my arms on my hips. chanyeol furrowed his eyebrows in disgust.

"are you sticking up for him or something?" i sighed and rolled my eyes.

"yeah so? just leave him alone okay?" chan rolled his eyes and crossed his arms. "well see you later taehyung." i said, walking in to school with chanyeol.

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i sighed with a smile, before spotting my friend yeri. i walked over to her with my boxy smile, she turned around and attacked me in a hug.

"taehyungie! how are you?" i released from the hug and gasped. "oops sorry! i just get so excited to see you!" we both chuckled.

"it's okay, it's good to see you too. and uh... what's with the hair?" she got a worried look,