Feeling Sober[✔️]

jealousy

I'm gonna be honest, like I always try to be, I don't believe you ever cared.

but then you tell me you were jealous (for once) and that you care. but I'm not angry, not sad, not
regretting— well only a little actually— and I'm not turning away from you. but you lost someone who lost herself and lost her values and mindset in your madness. and the only sane thing she could think of was I have to get out.

and when she did, she thought she saw the true person you were— careless. though it was visible from the beginning. but let me be honest with you. the girl was me. I was angry for awhile, and very scared and very hurt. I felt like a cornered starving animal trying to escape hunters. then you say your jealous. you said you wanted me back soon, and that we could restart everything.

but I don't think I'd like that.