Feeling Sober[✔️]

patience

Maybe you aren't the best person to be with. And I understand that. I understand that you can't explain me, and that both of us—
we're two different people with two different backgrounds. I'm not saying I'd never love you, I'm not saying I trust you, or that you are the best person for me, but you are something to me. I don't know that other part yet, what you are. You can't walk away from what we had and neither can I because there's just something, something there and I can't exactly understand or grasp what it is but it's very difficult for me to swallow. It's hard for me to move on when I know you talk to me for a reason other than we're friends, I don't know why I even bother talking to you and being friends with you, maybe it will take me awhile to figure that out.

In other words, I'm tired of the same things happening. So for now I'm letting it go.