loving you

Making the right thing

I was looking at broken glass on floor going on knees slowly.

I took a piece of glass in hand and played with it  softly looking at myself in it.

I realized what I said to my mother...to Emma and I felt a big scar on heart coming back.

I hurted the person I loved, the most important person in my whole life.

I took glass and looked at my arm. I slowly put glass on arm and moved it fast doing wound on it.

I felt something cold moving on my arm, I opened eyes slightly and I saw drop of blood falling from wound.

I started breathing fast with mouth and moved glass up sliding it on arm.

"I hurted Emma" - I said to myself and did cut angry feeling tears coming to my eyes

"You are a monster" - I did another cut next to wrist losing more blood and feeling weak.

"You deserve pain" - I whispered falling with back on floor

Suddenly bathroom's door opened and I heard Emma's scream and then her hands touching my face

"What you have done!?" - Emma screamed

I started feeling my eyes heavy and they started closing from themselves

"Look at me! Do you remember our plans?!"

I tried to move head for yes slow

"Henry" - I whispered really quiet

"We can make this happen! Just keep your eyes open!"

I heard Cora walking upstairs and screaming and vision on my arms completely in blood

"Ambulance will be here soon" - I heard Cora saying breathing fast as she ran

Emma kept talking to me about our future and family we would have, but, my eyes started closing more every minute.

I tried to hold till the end but last thing I remember was Emma's scream and a loud siren.

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I tried to open eyes but there was a strong light and I heard a constantly noise.

I felt something on face and when I tried to touch it I could see a lot of tubes with blood connected to my arms.

I opened eyes fast and sat on bed hearing that noise become more loud and fast.

I tried to take all these machines connected to me that were blocking me but I heard Emma's voice

"Regina no. It will help" - Emma said quiet

I was too scared to pay attention to her words I had to take these things from me at all costs. So I did.

I took oxygen mask from my face and threw it around room

"Hey Regina, I'm here. Everything is okay" - Emma stroked my hand and took mask trying to put it on my face

"No" - I tried to say and put hands in front of me trying to stop Emma

"You have to" - Emma softly put mask on my face and gently drive me to make me lie down on bed again kissing my hands

My hands were shacking for pain and my look moved to bandages that were hiding wounds I made time before

I tried to touch them softly but Emma fast took my hands stroking them softly