Feels like it's been forever since the last time I update. Here's a smut for you guys so don't forget to keep voting😂! And I promise, I'll continue the previous story. Psst and I'm planning to continue it on a new book. Enjoy! AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!💕💕
Finally it's Saturday. This past whole week was really hectic and stressing. Final exams was ongoing while I had to submit some essays that I've been procrastinated because I was sick.
Today, I don't have any class so I get up later than usual. Beep
New message from Jonah
I immediately open it.
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Soon it was 8 and he was already in front of my door. He drive us to the bar where we usually spend hours talk some shit. Well I can say that Jonah is my beer buddy. He was caring and reliable, such a great to talk.
Yeah so we went to the bar and order some drink and talked about many shits. But with Jonah, is something different. We never get drunk at all. He always give me a limit and he limit himself. This is one from those things I like from him. He doesn't take advantage from me, not even a thought of it crossed his mind.
This time, he said that was not satisfied with his girlfriend (not it sexual thing ok😂). They rarely spent time together again and she kinda left him out from her life. Then the next word he said taken me back a bit.
"Y/n, I think I like you. Well... I still don't know how's my feelings exactly to you. But all I know is I like you... a lot" he exhale louldy.
"Uh well thanks I guess"
"I'm ok if you didn't feel the same about me or what. Well it's pretty weird for me... sorry" he said as he look down.
"Hey it's ok. I understand that. What about crash at my place and talk about it, if you want?" I give him a reassuring smile.
Thought we would just spend the night with talking, but I was wrong. The atmosphere kinda escalated us to kiss. And the kiss gets hotter and hotter.
Both of us seems can't stop right now, but Jonah knows that he has to stop. He knows that if we don't stop, I'd lose my virginity tonight. So unfortunately, he pulled away and remove me from his lap.
"We can't continue this, y/n. I can't... not that I don't want to, but I'm not the right person to take that from you"
"I think that makes you are the right person, Jonah. You're always by my side. You know me the worst, see me hurt but you never judge. And if I lose it, I wanna lose it with you. Teach me"
"What? Are you sure? This is something that you can't take-"
"Jonah, I'm 100% positive" I cut him.
He know me too well. When I said that, he knows that I really meant it.
