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phobia
/ˈfəʊbɪə/
noun
an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.
"she suffered from a phobia about birds"
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Grayson's pov:
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Small giggles escaped me as I watched Ethan squirm at the sight of a strawberry.
We were only a few minutes into recording our new video and he was already screaming.
"Dude it's not even that bad" I say , laughing still.
He turned and gave me a "shut the fuck up" look. This only made me laugh more.
I continued to click through the slides , the ones I proudly made myself might I add.
Ethan look slightly panicked now.
"Dude I'm gonna throw up" he shouts.
Was he just being extra? Probably.
I flicked to the next slide.
Ethan grabbed a container, and lurched forward.
He vomited.
Oops.
I immediately rushed over and stopped the camera.
"You good E?" I say.
He vomits more before finally replying.
"I'm good now."
"Shit sorry , I didn't think you were actually gonna vomit" I apologise quickly.
"It's fine Grayson" he laughs. "I feel much better now , we can continue recording"
I turn the camera back on and get back into my seat.
After we finished my Trypophobia slideshow we head outside to conquer my fear.
Claustrophobia
claustrophobia
/ˌklɔːstrəˈfəʊbɪə/
noun
extreme or irrational fear of confined places.
"the small stuffy room had begun to give him claustrophobia"
I was already feeling a little nervous.
Especially after remembering what happened last time I got claustrophobic.
"My legs are already weak" I say.
"Just get in the freezer." Ethan laughs.
I finally agree and step in.
As soon as Ethan closed the lid my chest began to tighten.
"I'm done , I'm done" I gasp.
Ethan ignores me.
I feel my breathing pick up pace now and my head starts to spin.
"Ethan please!" I bang against the the inside of the freezer.
Sweat was dripping down my back and my head began to ache.
Light pours down onto me as the lid is firmly ripped open.
"I can't do it" I splutter , the world was still spinning before me.
"Cmon you have to!" Ethan replies.
He crouched down beside me.
"No... I - can't" I whisper.
Ethan , obviously worried now, leans in towards me.
"Hey look at me, you are gonna be fine, okay?" He says softly.
"Alright" I say , I prepare myself for round two of being trapped inside this horrid box.
Ethan shuts the lid again.
I try to slow my breathing a little.
I was doing a little better now, though I still had a massive headache.
The type you feel right behind your eyes.
Sweat still stippled my skin , and pressure was starting to build in my chest.
Don't be such a wimp Grayson
The time is up now and Ethan opens up the freezer.
"Hmm" he mutters observing me for symptoms.
"You seem fine , but...." he pauses.
"You are sweating like a fucking pig!" He laughs.
"I can't control that!" I snap back at him.
I'm always sweating , even when it's cold because my body is a little bit stupid.
"Guess you are gonna have to go back in again" He says closing the lid again.
No not again.
This was like torture now.
I curl back up into position and wait for the timer.
My breathing hitched a little, and I felt angry now.
I wanted out so bad.
The lid eventually opened, but this time I was done.
I leap out as soon as I could , pushing Ethan who had a shocked look on his face.
Idiot
I watch the water break and bend as Ethan enters the water, his phone flying onto the concrete before me.
"I'm wearing my fucking Nicki Minaj merch!" He shouts
I make my way inside , happy with my revenge.
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A/N: sorry this update took so long, I've got another update coming asap for you all
- El xx
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