I can't hear you// JeongChan

Jonghyun...

Jonghyun, its been a year since you passed but it still doesn't feel real to me. I remember waking up to the posts on social media.. although i wasn't your guys' biggest fan, i was devistated at the news.. I wish i had known what was going at the time.. 

I cant listen to your music or hear your name without crying, and then I feel terrible for wishing you were still alive.. Selfish right? I know its awful.. You were suffering and you wanted to be free. I understand that and i respect it.

Is it nice in heaven..? I know it must hurt you seeing the people you love cry over your passing but it just hurt. I know that the members love you and miss you.. so does your family and so do your fans.

Rest well Jonghyunnie..