Summer Love

7

It was now three days and I still haven't seen Joey.I sended him messages on facebook but he hasn't answered to any of them.I was starting to get worried.Did I scare him?I fell like an idiot.When I get worreid or scared I start to really feel insecure with my own body.I start seeing myself as a fat thing which leads to puking at the end.Bulmia is what it's called,I think.I'm so ashamed.I can't even control myself properly.

After washing the dishes after dinner I decided to go and sit at the porch.Maybe I will relax a bit.The weather was so beautiful I could almost see the tan I was about to get. Then I heard someone coming.I sat up straight at once.Oh thanks God!It was Joey.

''Hi Iz''he said .

''Hi.I haven't seen you in a while.I was wondering...Did I do something wrong?''I spoke quickly not realising how stuipid I sound.

''What?No,I'm sorry I didin't text back .I was-''He stopped.'' away''he continued.

''Oh no it's fine.You know I was just wondering''I silently sighned with relief.

''So is there a chance for a walk?''he smiled.

''Sure,just let me tell Nana first.The last time she got a bit worried.''I answered.He smiled again.That smile;I thought.After telling Nana that I'm leaving the house Joey and I headed off into the forest.It wasn't my idea so don't judge me.Joey suggested to go there so we could talk freely.I had nothing else to do but be happy.Talk freely...What is he up to;I thought

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''Joey,I don't think we should go into the forest.Like I mean,what if something happens''I said,sounding really pathetic.Sometimes I get scared.I was always like that.Always scared to do anyhting.

''Iz,I promise you nothing will happen.I'll be responsible if anyhting happens ok?''He asnwered sounding very comforting.

''Fine,okay''I smiled.It was too tempting to refuse to go in.

And so we went into the forest,talking about all sorts of things and I couldn't help but notice the funny feeling in my tummy,almost like butterflies whenever he spoke. Suddenly he stopped and looked right into my eyes.Then he grabbed me by my small waist and pulled me closer to him.I haven't expected any of that.It was all happening so suddenly.He ran his fingers through my hair,once again looking into my shocked eyes.

''Would you mind if I do this''He asked.I was waaay to shocked to answer him so I remained silent.After a while he pressed his lips against mine.It's funny how all my broken parts mended back together.His lips were so soft.And then I realised what was happening.

''Joey,I-''I was shut by another kiss.This time I was pressed against an oak tree,his hands cupping my cheeks.

''I love you Isabel.The minute I saw you,I fell in Love''he whispered.

''This can't be right.I'm not sopposed to be loved...''I spit out some shit.I was stressed okay?It was my first kiss.Again,I was shut by a soft kiss.He placed his forehead on top of mine.

''Remember when I said I have bigger obsessions?''He asked.''Your my obsession.I couldn't stop thinking about you for the last three days''

''I love you too Joey''I mumbled out.I finally realised it.Joey is the one.Of course I used to have foolish little crushes years ago but nobody ever amazed me so much in such a short time.And that kiss...It was exacly what I imagined my first kiss to be like.

''Will you be mine''he asked.Instead of answering,I kissed him,making the moment even more special.And well,he's done the same thing back.

''I guess this is a yes''he smiled.

''Defintly''

Aaaand again,we were against the tree kissing.

''Isable I promise to always protect you.Okay?''

''I love you so much''

''And I love you more''

We spend the rest of the day in the forest.Leaning against the same old Oak tree.My head resting on his chest while his fingers softly ran through my hair.Oh My God...The necklace!Lizzy!Thats what she ment!!!Now it was all making sense to me.''Thank you Lizzy''I whispered.

When I came back home  Nana was sitting on the porch looking confused.

''Isabel dear,I dont have a clue who them people were but they told me terrible news for you.''

''Wait,what are you talking about?What did they tell you and how?''

''They rang on your phone which you left behind.It was an unknown number so I decided to answer''

''What's the news?''I aksed now a bit worried.

''Isabel,Lizzy is dead''