CNCO English Imagines

He Doesn't Deserve You (c.v.)*

     Hey Everyone! This is a request from jojo <3 Hope you enjoy it lovely!

     How could I be so stupid? Of course he was cheating. How could I not figure it out? All of the late nights, the silent smiles at his phone, the loss of his touch at night... All because he was with her. He was kissing her. Holding her.  Loving her.

     Sniffling, I pulled up in the driveway of Christopher's home. I didn't know where else to go, but I knew that I could always come to Chris. He's been my best friend since we met on his last tour. Now, walking up to his door and knocking before wrapping my hands around myself, I didn't want anyone else to see me like this. I just wanted my best friend.

     I tried to smile when he opened the door, but the way his face sank into a worried frown, I could tell he saw right through it.

     "Y/N? What's wrong? What happened?" He questioned, pulling me through the doorway and into his warm home before shutting the door behind me. I looked at him and opened my mouth to speak, but instead broke down in tears all over again.

     Wrapping me in his arms, Chris held me close to his chest and slowly rocked me back and forth, smoothing my hair as I cried into his shirt.

     "I- I'm s-sorry, Chris. I-I just didn't know w-where else to go," I cried.

     "Amor, just tell me what happened," He said soothingly, still holding my head to his chest.

     "H-He cheated on me," I whimpered, making his body go rigid. Slowly, he backed away and held me at armslength. The darkness that filled his eyes was unmistakable. He looked ready to kill.

     "He did what?" He asked calmly. If I didn't know him so well, I would take his calmness for passiveness.

     "Chris... Don't doe anything you'll regret," I said, trying to take his hands in mine as he turned and started towards the door.  Stopping, he turned and stepped back up to me.

     "I can promise you, Y/N, I won't regret anything that's about to happen. But he will." He said, his calmness finally breaking and anger showing through. Kissing my forehead quickly, he was out the door before I could grab him.

     I waited for an hour for Christopher to come back. with each minute that passed I grew more anxious. My boyfriend -well, my ex now, I guess- wasn't a small guy. And while Christopher wasn't small either, I was still nervous for him. I have seen my ex take down some pretty impressive men; he isn't afraid to play dirty.

     After what felt like a lifetime of sitting on the couch, I heard the front door open and jumped up, quickly walking to where I had a view of Chris. Once my eyes caught hold of the sight in front of me, however, I wished I could turn away.

     "Chris!" I gasped, taking in his appearance. His face was bruised under his left eye, his bottom lip split down the center. Looking at his knuckles, I saw they were also split and bruised, and his nose was dripping with blood.

     Rushing up to him, I carefully took his face into my hands, making him look at me. "Don't worry, amor, he looks worse than I do," He chuckled lightly, wincing in pain when he stretched his lip. Letting out a huff, I dragged him up the stairs to the bathroom.

      "What happened when you got there?" I asked as I grabbed his first aide and started cleaning up his cuts.

     He looked down, sighing softly before looking back up at me. Uh Oh.

     "He.. He was with her," He said, making me gulp and look down to avoid his eyes, starting on cleaning his knuckles. "I was just going to go over and chew him out, but... the second I saw her, that chick that he chose over you, I lost it. I started wailing on him, Y/N. He got a few good throws in, but when I left he was pretty beaten," He finished, pulling my face up so he could look me in the eyes.

     "I just.. I don't understand what I did to lose his love," I said, sniffling the tiniest bit.

     "Hey, you did nothing wrong. He was just a prick," Chris whispered, wiping a stray tear from my face and looking into my eyes. "He doesn't deserve you, mi amor,"

     Looking at Christopher, I suddenly saw all of the feeling and love he held in his eyes. He didn't just love me as a friend, but as something much more. How am I always so blind? I could feel in my heart that I felt the same way. Slowly, we both inched forward, our eyes fluttering closed.

     The second our lips touched, fire crackers set off in my stomach. I felt his hands find my waist and pull me closer to him, my own reaching around his neck to the back of his head as the kiss grew more intense. Parting my lips, I allowed him entrance, the feeling of his tongue exploring my mouth driving me insane.

     Pulling apart to breathe, Christopher looked at me as he panted and rested his forehead against my own. "Y/N, I need to tell you something. And I need you to be honest when you respond because I don't want you to feel pressured and-" I cut him off, giving him a small kiss to the split in his lip.

     "I love you too, Chris," I whispered, brushing my nose against his. Without replying, He smashed his lips into mine, grabbing my thighs and lifting me into his arms before carrying me to his bedroom, where he gently set me on the bed. Hovering above me, he helped me quickly slip out of my clothes before pulling off his own, leaving us both completely bare in front of each other.

     "You are so fucking beautiful," He breathed,  leaning down to kiss from my chest down to  my stomach, and then to my thighs, his breath ghosting over my core. Sliding up my body again, he kissed me slowly, a gentle kiss that held every emotion he had ever held for me in it. Suddenly, he slid a finger along my entrance, tracing my core. I gasped, and Chris took his opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth once again before shoving one finger in through my folds, making me arch my back and press our chests together.

     He pumped his finger in and out of me slowly, reveling in the way that I panted at his slightest touch. Curling his finger inside me, I cried out in pleasure. "Mm, you like that baby?" he growled softly, kissing along my jaw before pulling his finger out and making me whimper in the loss of contact.

     I wasn't missing it for long though, as he suddenly pushed into me, stilling for a minute and allowing me to adjust to his size. Rocking slowly in and out of me, he held my hips as we both moaned each other's names. He sat me up and held me against him as he continued his slow assault on my core, picking up the pace every time my moans got louder, until I was screaming his name.

     "Christopher!" I screamed, panting and barely able to keep my eyes open to look at his face as our foreheads were pressed together.

     His eyes were squeezed shut in concentration, soft grunts and moans leaving his slightly parted lips. He was beautiful. As he thrust into me all I could think about was how absolutely lovable and stunning this man was, and how I had loved him since the moment I met him, I just hadn't allowed myself to realize it.  I wanted to stay like this forever, our bodies pressed together as we made love for the first time. But I could feel my climax coming, and as I watched Christopher's face and felt his thrusts become more erratic, I knew he was too.

     Together we fell apart in each other's arms, releasing the pressure that had built up in us as we called out each other's names. He rocked slowly against me as I came down from my high before pulling out and laying me on the bed. Sighing in content, he laid beside me, wrapping his arms around my waist.

     "I love you," He whispered, snuggling his face into my hair.

     "I love you too, mi amor," I said, holding him tightly in my arms.

     "I will never take you for granted, Y/N, I promise,"

     Smiling, I gripped him even more tightly than before. "I'm going to hold you to that,"

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Hello Lovelies! I hope you enjoyed this, Jojo! Sorry I haven't been updating, school had me stressed. but now its Christmas break, so I will have more time to write! Let me know what you would like to  see! Should I do some Christmas imagines? Comment or PM me!

Lots of love!

-Paige