CNCO English Imagines

Dirty Secret (j.p.)*

     Hey guys! So this is my first requested imagine, thank you @cncogirl18  for requesting this, and sorry it's a little late!

     Waking up to the Miami sun streaming through the hotel window, I smiled as I rolled over to view my sleeping boyfriend, his lips slightly parted as he breathed softly. Reaching my hand out to softly run it through his dark curls, I was reminded as to how lucky I am to have Joel as a part of my life.

     "You know, It's rude to stare," Joel said with a gruff voice, smiling as he opened his eyes sleepily to look at me.

     "Oh darn, me and my manners," I teased. Laughing lightly, he wrapped his arms around me before pulling me on top of him and holding me to him as he tickled me, making me giggle uncontrollably.

     Finally he released me, kissing me lightly on the lips. "What do you want to do today, baby?" He asked, smiling at me before getting up to get dressed.

     "How about you show me around Miami?" I said, following his lead and getting dressed.

     "Sure thing, Doll,"

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     We spent all morning walking around Downtown Miami, Laughing and cracking jokes as we visited a few stores. It was fun, but it was weird that whenever I went for Joel's hand, he held it for a few seconds before subtly pulling away. I shrugged it off though, sure I was being paranoid.

     "Joel! Joel!" We heard being called from behind us. Turning around, we saw two young girls of about 10 running up to us. Smiling, Joel knelt down slightly to greet them.

    "Hi girls! How can I help you?" He grinned, making my heart melt as he spoke to them.

     "Can we get a picture with you?"  One of them asked, turning red and looking down at her feet.

     "Of course! Here, hand your phone to my friend Y/N," He said, the little girls handing me their phone, and I took a picture, ignoring the little pang in my heart at him calling me his 'friend'. Once they walked away, I turned around and started back to the hotel.

     "Y/N! Where are you going?" He called, jogging to catch up to me before taking my hand gently. Startled, I pulled away.

     "Oh, now you want to hold my hand?" I asked, tears slowly building in my eyes.

     "What? Where is this coming from?" He asked, a look of confusion crossing his face.

     "You know what Joel, I cant talk to you about this right now. Not here." I said, turning again to walk back to our hotel. With a sigh, he followed behind me.

     Once we got back into our hotel room, Joel carefully grabbed me by the wrist, spinning me around to look at him. Pulling away, I finally allow the tears to fall.

     "I'm tired of being your dirty secret, Joel. I get that its complicated with your fans being as protective as they are, but I don't want to feel like I have to hide from them." I cried, sitting on the bed and putting my head in my hands. I felt the bed dip, and then he grabbed my face gently, turning me to him. Laying a kiss to my lips, Joel sighed.

     "Y/N, I love you. You know I do. And I want to tell them about us too. But now just isn't the right time, mi amor. We have no idea how they will take it." He said, pulling me close.

     "I know you don't want to cause mass chaos, Joelito, but they are going to react how they are going to react. No matter when or how you tell them." I sighed, snuggling into his side as we reclined against the bed. I was comforted by the fact that he wanted to tell his fans too, but it didn't change how I felt.

     He sighed, rolling over me and propping himself up on his elbows. "I know, baby. We'll tell them, together. Okay?" He smiled, his smile widening when I returned it.

     "Okay," I whispered, pulling his head down till his lips met mine.

     Threading my fingers through his curls, I softly tugged on them, eliciting a moan from him as he retaliated by grinding his hardening member against my core. Panting, I pulled away, moving my hands to the hem of my shirt and pulling it over my head as Joel helped me with the pants I was wearing.

     Once I was only in my underwear, my hands moved to undo his belt as he removed his shirt. In one small, quick movement, Joel managed to have his pants and boxers off, and me pinned to the bed. Reaching behind me, he undid the clasp of my bra, pulling it down my shoulders and flinging it across the room.

     Kissing down my body, he slowly made his way to my underwear line, pushing my legs apart as he slowly dragged my underwear down and off my body.
     
     Suddenly i felt his tongue pressed against my core, massaging the sensitive bundle of nerves between my legs. Inserting a finger, he slowly pumped in and out, making me pant heavily as I tangled my fingers in his hair again.

     He continued the slow assault on my core, making me moan his name softly.

     "Joel," I whimpered. "Im getting close, baby."

     Without warning, he stopped, bringing his face up to meet mine, kissing my lips to stop my whine before flipping us, so that I was straddling his lap as he leaned against the headboard. Using my thighs to guide me, he raised me up and positioned his member at my entrance, then slowly lowered me onto him.
 
     I rocked back and forth, the friction between our bodies helping the pleasure build as we moaned each others names, whispering 'I love you's' as we neared our highs.

     "Oh god, baby girl," Joel muttered. "I-I can't hold on much longer."
    
     Kissing him to let him know it was okay to release, he did, and I followed shortly after. Laying my head against his chest as we steadied our breathing, I layed a few kisses to his collar bones.

     "I love you," he whispered, bringing my lips to his. "We will tell the fans, Y/N, I promise."

     "Thank you," I whispered, smiling. " I love you too."