Early in the morning, I wasn't fully awake to be in school.
Everything seemed to boost my lazy mood until I overheard one of the girls in my math class asking a question I yearned to hear.
"I heard you broke up with your girlfriend?"
"Yea it just wasn't what it was before. It's better for it to be this way."
My eyes widened and my heartbeat sped up.
Is this it?
Is the universe finally on my side?
For about three minutes, I felt happy, but my low self confidence had to ruin it.
Thoughts like:
You are an ugly piece of shit!
No one will ever like you!
You look like a fat ass hippo roamed my mind and I felt stupid for even hoping my chances were increased.
A guy like him won't ever like someone like me.
That just happens in books, movies and fairy tales, this is the real world.
My math class went on as it would usually and ten minutes before class, the teacher allowed us to talk.
I walked to my friend and sat on the chair next to her.
"Did you hear? You might have a chance with him now!"
My friend whisper-yelled.
I smiled sadly and changed the conversation to makeup.
"How do you do your eyebro-."
Unable to continue my question, I looked to the guy who disturbed our conversation.
As my head tilted up a bit, I felt my heart skip a beat.
It's him!
Now, I might act all girly on the inside, but I can totally act normal on the outside.
That's a total lie..
"Hey." He said.
My eyes turned to look at his luscious lips and I feel awkward about the fact that I want to jump out of my seat and kiss this boy until his out of breath.
My friend's snicker brought me back and I noticed my glasses fell out of place as I was daydreaming about this boy in front of me.
Expecting him to see me as a loser, I thought he'd just leave, but he didn't.
Instead, he sat on the floor and waited for me to start talking.
I coughed awkwardly and said, "You're weird."
I mentally smacked my head off my body and burnt it.
Who the hell says "You're weird" to someone for sitting on the floor?
Expecting him to leave again, I held my warm earlobe between my thumb and index finger.
Again, he didn't leave!
He chuckled at my weird response to his action and I felt my heart skip a beat again.
"You're cute."
I almost fainted...
The bell rang and he left me with a wink of his beautiful brown eyes.
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pt. 2 ?
