One Glimpse(a ZM AU )

Tell Me Why

Songs for this chapter-Fall To Pieces By Avril Lavigne ; You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift 

"Blaire! Oh my god! Blaire! Is it true? How could Zayn do that? I'm gonna kill him...Please babe, be strong...I'm.." Demi says in one breathe..

"It's okay..I'm fine..Don't worry..I've dealt with heartbreaks a lot.." I lie..I'm not okay..Yes, I dealt with a lot of heartbreaks but all those time,I didn't love that guy..I love Zayn ... And so it hurts a hell lot more..

"We'll be back soon Blaire..Ugh..We're so sorry we're not there when you need us.." Jess says from the other side of the phone

"It's okay..I'm alright..Don't hurry to come back.." I tell them.." I'd hurt me if you guys change your plans for me..I've Alex here and it's not that 'big' thing..." It actually is a 'very big thing' to me..

"You sure? I never thought Zayn would cheat on you.." Laura says,concern clear in her voice..

Neither did I ...

"Yes,I'm sure..By the way,may I know the reason why you guys are wasting your time thinking about me?" I change the topic.

"We aren't wasting our time.." Jess snaps..

"Yea..okay..okay..so how's Hawaii?" She sounds angry..

"Hawaii is beautiful..the beach is so fucking amazing...Oh Blaire..You're missing the fun..And the boys! Oh my god! They're so damn hot.." Demi squeals..completely forgetting about the 'Zayn thingy' ...

"Excuse me? You're with Nick and you still check out other guys?.." I half laugh..

"Ugh..Yeah.." I know she's biting her lips now..

"No one can stop Demi from checking out guys..." Jess says from the back..

"I don't do it purposely..It just happens.." Demi protests..

"I understand..I bet those boys are irresistible.." I fake a sigh as if I totally understand her..

Alex coughs loudly...

"Eavesdropper" I mouth ..

"Yes..Yes..Their abs.It's..It's.." Demi stops..unable to express herself..

"Breathtaking? The guys in our college are jerks.." I smirk..

"Everyone except me...." Alex laughs..

"Who's that? Alexander?" Demi asks..

"Yea..that's Alexander.."

"So..you two..uhm..you moved on pretty fast.."

"Fuck..no..we aren't together..I'm not over Zayn.." I'll never be over Zayn..I can't even think of my life without Zayn's involvement..

I guess I heard Alex let out a deep sigh..

"Oh sorry..How stupid of me to even think this..."

"No prob.."

"I gotta go now..Talk to ya later babe.."

"Later..Have fun.."

"I'll.....miss ya." She hangs up the phone..

As I keep my cellphone inside my pocket, Alex again sighs..

"What?"

"So,you're not breaking up with Zayn.." He doesn't look at me..We're sitting under a tree in a neighbouring park..It's a very peaceful place and right now maybe the most beautiful place on earth..The sky seems to be burning..The sky has this red glow which is horrifyingly amazing..Sunsets are the best scenarios..