Love him to the moon and back <3

bad idea :(

I was confusse and ideas kept falling in my head , my friends kept telling me that one thing that could solve everything : tell him the truth.

i was very scared of rejection but as my bestie told me that everything will be alright i did it the sooner i could , well it wasn't 100% me but i saw everything .

it was a normal day of school until i went back home ,i was checking my facebook , when my bestfriend decided to take my account and do it , i couldn't tell her no in fact i was excited and scared , he was online so she started talking to him , everything was good cuz he noticed me because of my bestie (well she was the ex of his friend) , but the second she told him that i love him all my body stopped working for awhile : his answer was  : OK , then i'm in a relationship , i wasn't shocked or anything in fact i was relaxed cuz now i can look at him for a long time with no problem that he'll find out cuz he already knew .

after days i started figuring out that telling him was just the begining of my real sadness ..........