The man pulled me closer towards the cliff as I cried "Why are you doing this to me?!" I shouted "Because you deserve it you deserve it you worthless whore!" I violently cried as we approached the edge of the cliff, He grabbed onto my shoulders and pushed me of very fast. I'm falling at a very fast speed, I can feel the wind from beneath me traveling up very fast. Before I hit the ground, My eyes flutter open, My head is rested on a boys lap, He stokes my hair and tells me "It's gonna be okay." Dose he actually care about me? I highly doubt it. I sat up slowly as tears streamed down my face, I looked at the boy and remembered everything, "I'm sorry, I was having a really bad nightmare" I explain "It's okay Alice, We all get them" He smiled and reached in for a hug, His warm body met my cold one a gave me a tight squeeze, We pulled away and stared into each others eyes, His hand reached towards my face and tucked a piece of stray hair behind my ear, The butterfly's in my stumach are now violently fluttering , (Cliche, I know) Then his thumb gently wiped the tears from my face, I have to admit to myself, I really kinda like johnnie, He makes me feel away know body has ever made me feel before, "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked "I guess so, If you don't mind." i Told him everything about my dream, and started to cry a little loud, I was embraced by johnnies hug, He slowly started to rock me back and fourth and stroke my hair, I calmed down a bit after, "Alice?" He asked "Yes?" I replied "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" He asked "No, I've never even gone on a single date" I replied to him "Don't you see? you're not a worthless whore" "You're an amazing person with a great personality" He added, My cheeks heated up quickly even though I knew that none of this could be true "Thank you johnnie" I said "Your welcome" At this point I'm thinking of telling johnnie about my past so he will understand why I had that dream and why I'm so emotional about it "Johnnie, Can I tell you something?" I asked "Of course you can" he tells me.
-Storytime-
I was nine years old at the time and in 3rd grade I think , At this point im already getting bullied pretty bad. Almost everyday when I got out of school the same group of 5th grade Girls would take me to the back of the school and beat me till I was unconscious. As I got older it only got worse, There was this man who started to follow me around and threaten to hurt me, One day he kidnaped me and took me to the mountains. He took me to a cliff that went about 100 feet down and tried to push me off, That's what my dream was about, But in real life a family found me before he pushed me and called the police, He was sentenced for 50 years of jail. But anyways that was when I was 14, Im 16 now, I met my best friend savanna when I was 14 she moved in next to me, She helped me through a lot of stuff too. When I turned 15 It was worse than ever to where I started to self harm, But I've been clean for about 7 months now thanks to YouTube.
-End of story time-
The tears started to stream down my cheeks and I just wanted to curl up into a ball but I was embraced my johnnies hug, He held me until I stopped crying.
"Im so sorry Alice"
he said. He grabbed my wrists and kissed my scars, Tears ran down my cheeks and I felt cared about, I just met him but It was nice to have a friend like johnnie.
"Thank you johnnie, So much"
I said, Instead of saying anything he just gave me a tight hug,
"Alice, I know we just met but i want you to know ill always be here for you no matter what."
"Thank you johnnie, Ill always be here for you too" I smiled with tears still running down my cheeks.
He smiled and wiped my tears away
"Don't cry" "It's going to be okay, Im going to help you through this" he said. "It's okay johnnie, Im not crying because I'm sad, I crying because I'm happy that someone actually cares" I said, He wiped away my tears with his thumb and hugged me once again.
Once we pulled away he asked me
"Hey, You wanna go grab a snack?" He asked. "Sure" I smiled. Johnnie was something different, I've never met anyone like johnnie. I've only known him for about 7 Hours but I like him. "Alice" he says waving a hand in front of my face, "Oh sorry I zoned out I guess" I said. He grabbed my hand and we ran to the Ben and Jerry's in the airport, "Hey Alice, What flavor do you want?" He asks me.
"Hmm, CHERRY GARCIA!" I said like an exited 5 year old. " ill have One cherry Garcia cone and one chunky monkey cone." Johnnie orderd.
I started to pull my wallet out but johnnie grabbed it and stuck it in his pocket. "No, It's on me" He said "Okay but can I have my wallet back please?" I ask. Johnnie was getting ready to say something but was interrupted by grabbing the ice cream cones from the person "Here yew gooo" he said and gave me my cone. "Thank yew juhnnieh" I said in a weird way, He just wrapped his arm around me, My butterfly's begin to flutter and my cheeks begin to heat up, My eyes met his
"Hi" he said "Hey, there's chocolate on your chin"
I giggled, He quickly wiped it of and ate it.
We got back to the seats we were in before.
I plugged my headphones into my phone and put on the ready sets 'Best Song Ever' And put an ear bud in my ear and offered johnnie the other one.
We fell asleep after a while.
I woke up with johnnie tapping on my forehead. I opened my eyes and took out my earbud "yes?" I asked with a smile. "Our flight boards in 5 minutes" he said, I got up quickly and gathered my things, Grabbed my bags and boarded the plane.
