Stony

Tony's journal pt.2

Warnings- attempted suicide possible trigger warning don't read if it triggers you just skip this chapter
Other than that enjoy

Steve's P.O.V

When I finally got to Tony's lab I was heartbroken at the sight of my boyfriend dragging a blade across his wrist and crying. "Tony what's wrong." "Nothing's wrong go away" he said. It hurt but I just let it hurt because Tony was hurting and needed help. Something must have really been hurting him to just end an almost two year streak if not cutting. "Tony let me help you, please." I hated sounding desperate, but I didn't really care at this moment because I was desperate.

Tony's P.O.V.
I sat in my lab contemplating whether or not to break my almost two year streak. Then everything came rushing back at once and I caved. I couldn't take the voices anymore I wanted them to end. When I finally drug the blade across my wrist I felt all of my emotions and emotional pain leave. Then I realized what I was doing to myself and Steve. I broke down and started crying. Then Steve came walked into the lab and asked what was bothering me. "Nothing, I said, go away." Then I had a thought that I didn't like but felt like it would happen eventually. " You'll just leave me anyway."
Steve's P.O.V.
I was beyond shocked that Tony would think like that. Sure we had our disagreements but they made our relationship and bond stronger. " I would never leave you Tony, why would you think like that." Just give me the blade and we can talk about it. I promise I'll listen and try to help you.
Tony's P.O.V.
" Give me the blade and we can talk about this, I promise I will help you." He reached his hand out asking for the blade. I was hesitant to give up the blade that easily. I wanted to give him the blade and let him help me, but the demons wouldn't let me.

Cliffhanger until I can either get my laptop fixed or a faster phone. See you in the next update.

Your geeky, weird, crazy, and psychotic author - Fluffy