It has been a while that I have seen you and I long forgo the thoughts of a possibility of us.
That in this world, there will not be an us, only you in a separate world very parallel to me.
I chose to be where I believe I could be closest to you but I didn't know this would entail a pain not even the strongest painkiller could eradicate.
Yes, I love seeing you in a happy state, the state where you are gleefully in now, but I never believed others when they said that seeing someone you like be happy-with someone else-is a totally different conversation.
I now don't see you everyday and I make myself believe that I have thrown my so-called feelings for you in a safe to be kept forever.
But clouded in the presence of you warm smile, all the fuzziness, bubbles, and butterflies are back.
It seems like they never left at all, just left dormant for a while.
