Never thought of Autumn could hit me like this.. not before I met the man.. the man who was supposed to be named as Mr Autumn. But he was Jongin.. Kim Jongin..
Winter nights are really long, aren't they ? otherwise how come is it still dark outside ? it should end by this time.. I am really confused what time it is on the clock.. because I got to come in my reality just a few minutes ago.. I was totally lost in Jongin.. and I really don't know how long it was..
My fingers are still cold as ice cubes.. Jongin is holding them in his hand to keep warm.. but I think it needs a longer time..
" Sorry , baby.." "why ?" " for getting heated this much .." I felt his hug getting tighter.. I chuckled.. " as if I were innocent.."
"still.. we could avoid the shower.. now you are cold like ice.." " you don't like my cold fingers..hmm ?" " I don't like you suffering.. any more.."
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I was facing the other wall.. this time, I couldn't help looking at his face..
My cold fingers slowly brushed his jaw.. He was closing his eyes..I touched my lips over there.. Just how much one has to love that she gets tears every single time of kissing ?
My dear soul, where are you ? are you ever gonna come back to me?
My tears fell on his skin.. He held my face with his palm and laid me back..
Now he is on me and all I can see is his face..
"aah ommoni, your son got a lover , she is a crying baby .."
" never cried this much since I let go of you.."
"I would have treated you with icecream but now I wont.. you are super cold.. see, why do your fingers behave like dead people ?"
" I am dead.. "
" you should be dead without me.. but now,, why ? You got the warmth of my heart, even warmth of my body.. "
" yah yah.. you did a great job.."
"which job? The job I was doing in last two hours ?"
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I punched him and that made him being extra.. " You hurt me.. aah , I am dying.."
"uhu stop whining .."
"why?"
"take a long deep breathe"
"okay.. but why ?"
"because I want to kiss you really bad.. and you cant ask for air.."
It was really long.. longer than I expected.. and in the end, it was me who asked for the air.. Jongin let me after I agreed on letting him play more.. well, I knew it was coming after that heated kiss.. I knew it was coming..
But what I didn't know that he thought of something else.. in the most excited moment, he moved his lips from mine.. he held his breath and shouted, " it was never Farin.. That afternoon, I wasn't been there for Farin.. it was always for you.. you wouldn't go if you knew it was arranged for you.. but the truth is screaming .."
I bit my lips for what was coming.. still I managed to chuckle,
"it doesn't matter now.. I am also screaming with the truth.. aren't you listening ?"
After that , I felt like it's really not bad that winter nights are longer than any night..
I wont complain on winter nights anymore..
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