Alone...

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I set alone in my room being with myself hoping to be okay.
I wanted silance and there voices kept on and on whispering to my ear.

I was alone.
I wanted attention.
I wanted to be happy.

But how was I going to be happy

if I was alone... alone..
In the dark trying to be safe from myself.
Trying to run away from my mind that kept on saying
"you nothing"
"You worthless"
"You are nothing"
With tears that ran from my face down to the floor while I was washing the dishes AFTER they have ate there supper.

My mind held me close to pain.

But I was believing every word it told me.

I tried being strong...



Untill ...


They also started marking me.
And at that time It was me aguest everything

My mind,thoughts,And those hush words of there's .

I ran to my room set and cried in silence.

And i said to my self.
"I want to go home"

BUT WHERE IS HOME?

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