I kept it silent
i tried to be strong but the strongness took over me
Tears ran on my face and I tried stoping them
What is this why me?
I'm done for sure come take me I'm done for sure let me screen
This time no one will stop it.
it's as fast as a gautrain and it's sound is cruel.
Every time I think
I feel like deleting it's heart off this world.
No one can stop it...
No one can fight it.
When it's back it's stronger then ever before it mixes the days of the past and let's you suffer in the present .
Close your eyes it told me.
Close your eares not to hear!
What have I done?!
I feel disgusted by me.
I feel unwanted by me.
Who wants me if me dont want me?
Can I delete ?
Can I go away pleas save me...
This world is cruel
I don't want it anymore.
Lord help.
Are you there?
I'm not going to make it this time.
No one has went throuh this dark tanel.
Can I drown in the sea and let no one see me? So i can die in deep waters gasping for air.
Can I fight and let pain win again in the fight of it's nature.
No one knew.
Until
Until she left the world of life.
No child cried
Not even those born ones.
Help me I'm drowning.
What have I done for lust! !
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The days of wonder.
PoetryQuestions that are on ones mind empty thoughts and question that only come when one is alone. I'm a loving girl who explore life in many ways and I live in question marks. some questions are answers but by my subcontious mind. I hope this will let y...
