The days of wonder.

should I leave

Should I leave ?
I'm busy asking myself this question.

I tried and tried
Trying to make it easier

trying to make it feel as if I am better with this thoughts

This questions are wild
This questions crave love

I tried answering them myself but they where wild and strong for a weak soul like me

I called for help in silence
but no one could even try to help me answer...

my thoughts are very deep

my brain tries to make me think positive like saying
"you will be okay "

but my soul fights for pain

hello

hi

are you there ?

is anyone even listening?

is anyone even there
to hear me cry can anyone help?

Is anyone there to make me theres?

I'm waiting to get an answer from the questions that i asked.....

I'm okay

it's funny how I feel like I'm ok but deep down nothing is okay

.

Deep down inside

Pain spreads my heart like a poisonous gas

kissing your lips until it gets into your mouth and then chokes you to death

this deep thoughts are killing me inside and wores making me feel as if I am unwanted

it's funny how I really ask myself questions and questions

And answer them with questions and questions

I'm saying this in words hoping that anyone will ever read

I'm not able to tell you by my mouth, but can you please just take your ear and put it on my brain so that you can hear what I think

I asked yourself questions

Like

what would they do if I'm gone?

what would they say if I'm Gone?

Are they going to be hurt ?

I think about leaving but every time I think about it .....

I feel for the one i love

And

The ones i love

This road calls me

This

Is

Really

Hard

"Life"

I ask for your answer

May i leave ?