*hi some of the stuff in this chapter may be a little triggering I will put *** where it starts and ends and will give a brief description of what happened* Beep beep beep. Oh no. It's my first day of school. I just moved to Chicago and I'm going to the biggest school in the state, Dauntless High.
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These thoughts start to stress me out. I start hyperventilating. I'm having an anxiety attack. Okay breathe. Just breathe. Think about what is good. My Labrador Bailey comes over she's an anxiety dog. What is good? Nothing. Okay what makes me happy. Singing! Okay
This is my street
I smile at the faces
I've know known all my life
they regard me with pride and everyone's sweet they say you're going Places
so how can I say that while I was away I had so much to hide
hey guys it's me the biggest disappointment you know
the kid couldn't hack it she is back
and she's walking real slow
Welvome home
just breathe
Okay I'm fine
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(so basically she had a panic attack, we met her anxiety dog Bailey and she sang Breathe from In The Heights to calm herself down)Oh I need to get dressed! I put on this outfit
With these boots
And I do half up half down with my hair. I put in my contacts any go down stairs.
(The song is called breathe it's by Lin Manuel Miranda, sang by Mandy Gonzalez in the musical "In the Heights")