Season 2 chapter 18

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"So you want our help investigating?"
The white haired teen asked calmly.

Sarada fiddled with her fingers and straightened her black glasses.
"Yes..."
She continued
"I-I want to know more about my father and what he is hiding...I had seen a picture of a red haired women just like the girl who abdicated me last week.."

Boruto rubbed his swollen cheek that had been bruised bad (because of Sarada.)
"I want to know too.."
Boruto said.
"That same picture was in my dads pocket...I want to find out what's happening....I want to know what that old man is hiding."
Boruto said irritated.


Mitsuki sighed.
"There should be a reason to why that girl wanted your father dead Sarada maybe she knows something."
Mitsuki states his theory.

"But what makes you think she would tell us anything?"
Boruto rolled his eyes.

Sarada didn't say anything for a moment and then stood up from the couch.
"We won't know until we try..."

The boys looked at each other and stood up.
"Fine let's go"











Life is sometimes good and full of fun ..it definitely has some good qualities ....
The bad exists to make you see the good ...
The two counter parts can't exist without each other...


There's also times when you don't have happiness to counter the sadness and your stuck floating in the dark ocean waiting and waiting for a light a small piece of hope...
It doesn't have to be big ...just a little amount...just to make you see what's around you...
But until it comes you can't see anything but darkness ....you can't hear anything....

But it doesn't come you wait and wait and wait your hart beating for the sake of this urge to go away the urge for hope...

This urge drives you insane it makes you a different person....

It makes your life darker...

It makes you hungry....

This urge makes you obsessed for a little shard of hope....






Then you see someone else with happiness a blooming life ....hope that you desperately desire...they never waited like you did ...they never had seen life in its ugliest of form....






So why?

Why did they get something they never worked for ....
Why did you get not even a little peak of light?
You don't want to sink down deeper but it's like your a heavy rock drowning into a deep dark scary ocean where you can never swim out of ....because you simply don't know how to ...

Your angry hurt but you don't know what to do with that rage .....

You want to see everyone happy drown and die in the darkness just like you are right this moment your hope evaporated into nothing you see nothing ...you want to take every single living happy being to hell and strangle them until they can't even cry out for help...you want to hit those good for nothing beings until they break to the extent.....where repair is meaningless....you want to take that persons hope away you ...you no longer want happiness because it is now out of your reach...what you obsess over is no longer hope but something else...something that will take control of your mind and soul.





If I can't float up I'll make others drown with me ...







After breaking something you feel like your in control...but your not ...you try to tell yourself you are in control...
But the feeling of drowning never goes away ...it gets worse...

And drives you insane to the extent ....






Where you find hope in someone's misery.....

Pleasure in someone's pain...


But is that hope ?


Or just a drug for the pain....

The best you could describe this feeling is ...addictive...possessive...even sweeter then candy at times...


You wouldn't describe it as the word jealousy ....this is far intense,dark and...evil.



Im a slave to this feeling I live for it....






That's why I want to see Sasuke Uchiha drown and perish ...

Not just him but his loved ones as well I want them to scream and lose hope just like I did...



It's evil but I can't help but want it ....the thought brings me a smile.



I don't mind being insane
I don't mind doing wrong

As long as I get salvation even for a moment...













I don't mind...














(A/n: Dang Akane take a chill pill....ehh poor thing.

Sorry for the slow updates!

My vacation started just now ...
New year is tomorrow I'm going to be doing a special so stay tuned!!






~KNR)

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